☆~ 初音 ミク ~☆

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Hatsune Miku(初音ミク) is Crypton Future Media’s singing synthesizer based on Yamaha’s Vocaloid2.
It also refers to the mascot character of the same name.
The name is a word play: Hatsune(初音) meaning First Sound, and Miku(ミク) deriving from the Japanese slang for Mixer.
The official design was created by KEI

I'm so in love with her luffleness~! ^_^ My love for kero chan cannot be compared to my love for you Miku chan~

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Miku-chan sings!!! <3 href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqrLqSZm5RU" _fcksavedurl="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqrLqSZm5RU">based from a real person?)

*Miku-chan sings Hare Hare Yukai in acapella <3 href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yLwXzzvi7Oo" _fcksavedurl="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yLwXzzvi7Oo"> Bouken desho desho
*My current LSS is Tsukasa's song from Lucky star CD Vol 3
*Lucky star instrumental - Lalala Koppe pan~
*I dunno what this is but i think its okay too
*Our LSS weeks ago XD
*She sings CCS Songs of Lurve~! >>>(LOL VERSION)
*Nursery Rhyme's True to my heart (Saori Sakura) >>>(Original run with miku)
*err something
*Neon Genesis Eva's Fly me to the moon (T_T MIKUUUUUUU~!)
*Some sort of bed time song? Dunno... XD
* You

AND SHE SINGS CLASSIC GAME TUNES TOO~! <3 class="ljembed" embedid="">

☆~あいしてる あなた ~☆

あいしてる あなた

How do you say thanks to the man who brought you out of the darkness and into the sun? How do you thank he who gave you inspiration, nudged and pushed you to move on...And what more, Loved you unconditionally?

Moreover, how do you thank a man who thinks of you always...Always doing sweet little things...

To a girl like me who cannot offer much, I give him all I could to make him happy. I devote my time, thoughts and moreover, love and affection for him. I guess, the future never really matters anymore. Before in my past relationships, I thought of nothing but the future... planning, making merry and dreaming...I guess I got so lost in those fantasies and got hurt badly in the end...I honestly don't know how long this'll last, being in a relationship is a form of gambling...Throwing a dice, not knowing what'll come out...But as long as we're together, I promised myself to love him as much as i could... cherish every moment.

I owe him a lot for teaching me things...Things that no books, programs nor preaching could ever teach me. How to be myself...How to have a back bone...How to be assertive...And How to live life to the fullest.

No relationship is ever perfect. Like all others, ours has a few flaws of its own. But I'm thankful that all through out those moments of misunderstandings and conflict, our friendship stays the same...And that's the foundation of it all.

It all started out as friends...Then they became lovers in the end. It sounds cheezy but I couldn't have wanted it any other way...

Which is why, though try as I might, I cannot fully regret the things that happened to me before...For without them, the pain, the anger, the suffering and the countless hours I spent online, I wouldn't have met this wonderful person now, whom I devote my passion to.

He told me to follow my dreams...He picks me up when I'm down...As I to him...

We were just friends....

Whose love became so strong that it ended up being more than just...

God knows how much I trust him....

To my beloved Kareshi... I want you to know... that I <3 joo...So much...^_^

Sunday Shoot Cast

Here's the list for the people who would come on Sunday for Free food! errr the Film shoot. If you want to join in, please leave a comment. We still need people as Extras ^_^ with or without experience as long as you can get the job done...hehe If ya know what I mean. ^_^

LIST OF CAST FOR SUNDAY:

1. Pero - Pero San
2. Anj Nee chan
3. Chepot
4. Kang bonbon
5. Ice
6. Sese
7. Diego
8. Mameh Lalie
9. Dadeh X

10.


Please note that the meeting place is UP Sunken Garden Waiting shed (nearest to the Katipunan Terminal) at 9AM

Sa mga hindi alam kung san yun, I can meet you guys in Katipunan Ministop at 8:30AM just text me para alam ko kung sino-sino ang hihintayin ko~

U got jailed...

Ch3pot feels weird

Got to school late cause I was too lazy to get moving so early in the morning. How late you say? My class starts at 8am... I got to school, taking my time, 9:30am. XD & Surprise surprise! A quiz on "Tale of Genji." Fucking Crap! I only read the notes for Dante's Inferno and Don Quixote! I was in a crap load of shit and then I remembered Saki's (hikariyami_miko) user name. I owe you Saki!!!

I got dismissed late cause of the damn quiz so I hurried to Ministop only to learn that it got moved to a later time so I played a bit of Audition before meeting them. Together with Monina, we left at quarter to 1pm. Along the way, they were ranting about film class and classmates ...Like I said, living in an all girl's college environment is just plain sick. I prefer the fun world of Coed really....And how Miriam would just suck as a university....


Yes... MU!

MU = Miriam University
MU = Mutual Understanding
MU = Online game
MU = Mga Ulol
MU = Mga Ungas
MU X2 = MUMU
MU = May utang
MU = Maraming Utang
MU = Made in Ukay

Please start making jokes about it.... Desecrate it! Destroy its name! It would amuse the heck out of me and the rest of the people who hate it to the core.

Anyways, we met crista's parents, Mr. and Mrs. Yambao somewhere near the RJP area. We rode a tricycle to the compound and were prohibited to use any techie stuff (e.g. Cam, phones, PDA, etc... Elecronic panties)



I'll save the experience post for my reflection paper... so yeah. XD No Prison stuff here... bleh.



I was hoping to surprise my kareshi by going to UGG unannounced. Unfortunately, we weren't able to meet cause he went home early. *sad* I saw some friends and hang out with Andrei for a while before roaming around with Joy, jac and uhhhh ^_^;; I forgot her name... Sorry T_T


After that, Nii-nii took me to the Bus cause I'm hopelessly lost. The bus conductor didn't let me pay the fair and kept winking at me... T_T Creepy! He gave me a ticket though... T_T



fred/freid/fried (Gawd how do you spell that name!). From there, we went back to "The fort." I hurried out of the bus and ran towards Glorrietta 4 to meet up with Kami and Jen. We rushed to Megamall to meet Kami's bf, Dave (a.k.a. Dilis haha) and his 2 friends, RV and =_= to eat at Prince of Jaipur. (Lols I was just there haha!) If I had only known, I would have stayed put. We sat down and ordered... well, things were pretty expensive so I didn't lavish out since its not my money we're using and well, I'm not that close to Dilis yet. While waiting for the food, RV and Fre- whatever were acting like total idiots, playing with the utensils and acting out random Harry Potter Scenes... Dumbledore couldn't be any gay-er!!! Curse you RV! You will be punished! Gawd this'll haunt me....

Jeny ranted about her runaway groom all through out dinner. It was fun bashing him but... It wasn't as fun as laughing at and bashing the ole asswipes. Somehow, deep inside, I kinda felt sorry. I saw/sorta felt the pressure that pushed the marriage through and well, Jen is admittedly pushy at times. But I bashed him anyway XD;

We're almost done with Dinner when Dilis went out. Kami and I followed him cause I was joking that he might be meeting a mistress outside haha... XD Or leave us to pay the bill and make a run for it.

2 things shocked us...

Dilis took out s box of cake from the car. And may I say that... DAVE WILLIS MACARIO...YOU ARE TEH LOVE!!! He brought out a RAINBOW CAKE!!!! SHET!

Another shocking thing was...There were a pair of pants on the ground, beside his car..HAHAHA since he still had his pants on, well.... HEADS UP PEOPLE! PANTSLESS DUDE RUNNING AMUK IN THE FORT!

Quoting Kami, "They're still warm" haha

We went back inside to eat the cake (I only had one slice cause Kami got more... T_T). I thought, all that time, it was Kami's bday we're celebrating. Apparently, its Dave and Kami's 3rd year anniv. (=_= Right Jen...Now I know why you dragged me) I find it really sweet that they're sharing it with friends instead of being intimate and spending it alone. I haven't known them that long but yeah, they're very warm people and they like having friends around.

After an endless barrage of call center jokes, RV and I decided to go home and leave the crew. They're up for some clubbing. I'm not really fond of that kind of nightlife and the fact that I'm under-dressed for the venue, (thought the VIP pass is tempting.... hehe) Dilis dropped RV and I at the MRT station and we were off.

Congratulations to Jill nee chan (macgirl_13) for winning 2nd place! :3 I <3 Jooooor work... ^_^





That's it for now...
P.S.
This link is love.... XD Top ten best animated movies for (traumatizing) kids (thanks to Rory-neechan ^_^)


Colored for Erika ^_^ --->

Refreshed...press F5

After the devastating break-up, It took me a while to recover. It was a while that I felt listless and bare. I didn't quite understand what I really wanted. I didn't even mind the fact that there are people who loved me and cared for me.

But after a while, I came to realize the things I still had, and the things I will have. The people whore are still around me... and most of all, the person who loved me most.

I was wallowing over the memories I shared with a person who is now gone in my life. I even felt regret, the most dreaded feeling that any human being could have...It was truly a turning point in my life. But as my 19th birthday draws near, I've come to love a person who never failed to make me smile. One who makes me laugh at his silly jokes and funny impersonations, one who truly reflects his real self to others (and not just to me, or other girls).

Probably, the best present I can ever have. A person who loves me for me....

Quoting my LJ entry,

"It feels nice to be told that I'm not someone's property for once. It feels even better when you're not bound to follow strict rules in a relationship. And it feels great to be loved for who you are and not who you will be, or who they want you to be."

I feel great, like I'm floating above the clouds. I feel like I'm totally refreshed. Like a newly washed hand towel, fresh, dry and smelling brand spanking new.

I'll be looking forward to going to America soon... ^_^ If things would go smoothly, my papers will be done in no time. ^_^

Philippine National Anthem

I never thought it was possible but thanks to my little brother, My current LSS is "Lupang Hinirang"...Yes you heard that right.. Our national Anthem! To tell you the truth, it's been a while since I last sang the song. We were on the route home when our little baby, Paul, started to sing the national anthem out of the blue. It's funny that he keeps singing the wrong lyrics and we all ended up singing with him just to help him with the correct lyrics. XD Before we know it, both our mom and dad is also singing along with us. ^o^

My brother's version of Lupang Hinirang"
{That we had to correct}

"Bayang Mangiliw
Perlang silanganan
Agab ng puto
sa tibtib mong buway

Lupang Hinirang
du*mumble* ka mangiting
sa marurupi di ka pasisingil

sa kagat at dundot
sa simoy ngat sa langit mong uhaw
mag tilag at antula at awit sa
paglayang minamahal

ang tislap ng patapa muy
tadumpay
na nagdidingding
ambitwin at alaw
na kailan paman ti magtitili

lupa ng arawat walati pagtinta
buhay ay langit sa pili mo
aming ligaya na pa may maaapi
am mamatay nang tahil sayo..."

XD It's cute how kids get away with these things. I remember back in grade four that we had to beat 3/4 for the song every morning, in front of 700 other students during the flag ceremony. Everybody hates it when it's their turn to beat. Me? Out of my 4 years in that school, I only did it twice. *smiles proudly* But Everytime we utter a wrong syllable/word in that sacred anthem, our merciful principal takes out her stick {whom we named baltok, the pamalo} and beats our poor butt cheeks like it was Jell-o! How were we to know that it was a form of brutality. Back then, it was a normal punishment for those who opposes the system. We're just thankful it's not a clothes hanger of a leather belt... Baltok did our butt cheeks just fine...XD

To my special one....

“I’m a self centered, insensitive idiot.” I told myself. So I sat down in a dark corner and watched the world move about. Though the absence of warmth drove me to shiver, I observed each and every person that passed by. I recognized their faces and saw them, finally, in a new perspective.

I saw greed. I saw pain. I saw sadness. I saw the endless suffering deep within them. From this angle, what seemed real to me then became a mere sad façade. Hiding behind pleasant masks, these people are able to survive each day in this vast oasis of emotions.

Then, someone noticed me, watching the world; watching everyone; watching him. He took with him a round mirror, which he carried in front of him as he approached me. He stood in front of me, still holding the mirror and reflecting the image whom I believed was I.

I stared straight at the little girl in the mirror. The scene was shockingly despondent. A child who’s mere image is crying for love. Tears were trickling down her bruised cheeks. I turned my eyes away as the mirror drew closer to me and the image started becoming a bit more vivid and clear. It was mortifying to see all the negativity of the world yet I am disgusted of my own. The mere reflection of what I am sent my eyes away.

Now, his face, close to mine.... Kneeling, he took and cupped my chin with a smile. He radiated light into my dark little corner and helped me up. Supporting me, he laid the mirror to where I sat and carried me on his back.

Not a word was spoken. I laid my weight entirely on his back, feeling the warmth of his robust body. It was again time to recapture the façade that I once threw to be alone. But no more tears were shed. A smile grew on my lips as if it was a bud of rose that sprouted from the bottom of a bed of snow. The ice holding the stern expression on my face broke into tiny little shards and melted on the ground. The puddle of melted ice reflected to me…a smile

Happy New Year!

Hmmm... ^_^ HI everyone! It's been a while since I last posted. I was supposed to erase this but, I guess, running away from things won't make them better so I'll keep this. I've recently resolved all of my emotional issues and came upon a conclusion. Let's just say that I found the light...^_^

I'm back on track and I'm ready to start anew, probably mess up some things again and pull through. As you all know, I have, still a pretty serious medical condition at hand. But thanks to my wonderful friends and loved one/s. I am able to survive.. of course who wouldn't if they keep on persuading your parents and you to get yourself checked by the doctor. lolz... and I'm thankful they did that.

A new year is ahead of me and I am ready to take any challenge that life would throw at me. But this time, I'll work an effort, more than I ever did before, to keep the ones I love in my life. ^_^ I will never again neglect anything in concern with them. Right now, amidst all the things that I have been doing, I am still able to listen to the people whom I value and understand them or sympathize with them.

I am expecting a lot to happen this year. ^_^

This year, a lot has happened to me. Especially the latter part of it. But what's good is that, I learned something from them.

The most memorable moment of last year was my first meal in Saisaki. At that moment, my heart was just about ready to burst of happiness. It was really splendid. The buffet was well worth it. And I even get a free doll. :) it was the best present I received last year for Christmas. ^_^

Next was something I never expected. After 6 years, someone from my past would come back to haunt me. I was out with my girlfriend sese in the mall that saturday checking out one of the events in the megatradehall. I went home tired and beat from traffic only to find ben and his older brother in the house. He brought with him a teddy bear some choc'lates and tons of guts. According to my mom they arrived at noon and she "intentionally" forgot to text me. It's been 2 years since I last saw Ben. That time, I didn't see any signs of him still liking me so I am kinda shocked. I would've taken the teddy bear and all the other stuff but I didn't. The card attached to the teddy bear says that he wants to rekindle an old flame.

It was hard. Tempting to be exact. I would usually say yes and accept the gift but there were a lot of things that contributed to my refusal.

First off, being logical, I can't see any reason on why he did that (go to my house and wait for me with his bribes). And out of the blue he just tells me that he wants to rekindle an old flame...two, for the past months that we were mailing each other, I didn't show any signs of being romantically interested/involved with him. So I was doubtful of his motives and his feelings.

Second, I promised that I'd be faithful no matter what. and I'll keep that.

Third, my mom says she doesn't like him.

But I have to admit, I was a bit swayed with the "Romantic Romeo" approach.:P

I had to say no. It was hard to but I did...T.T (thinks of teddy bear)

Right now, I think I might avoid him to give him space. I just hope I'm doing the right thing. I want to make him feel better by talking to him and explaining but I think I'll only make it worse so I just chose to leave him alone.

(I still wanted the teddy bear..Cause I know I can't afford to buy one on my own now that I'm reduced to student budget for what I did two months ago...goodbye 3 foot teddy...I'll miss you...huhu)

Third, one of my younger friends shared her blossoming love story with me and I'm pretty excited about it. Listening to her makes me feel like I'm 13 again...^_^ although mine blossomed at 9...lolz I hope they get together before she graduates ^_^

Fourth, I've recovered from my emotional woulds I got from 2 months ago. It was supi who taught me how to move on and be stronger, letting me have a backbone. I owe him a lot for being my leaning post and educator as well. But most of all I owe him for his trust...

We're both stubborn pricks and we know that. But the difference between the two of us is that he is stronger than I...not to mention he's frank and I'm not. What amazed me is that, he never fails to make me smile. There was never a day that we separated that I'm not wearing a smile on my way home. Though I admit, there are still things lacking, I'm pretty happy with what we have.

Fifth, I found a family with my new group of friends and girl friends in our organization. ^_^ Everyone is pretty okay especially our kaichou! *bows before kaichou's greatnessness* They were most of the time, the poeple I'd turn to for advice, comments, critiques in just about anything. The more random the topic is, the more fun we get. There's never a dull oment with them around. ^_^They're pure love!


And last but not the least, the thing I loved best about 2006 was that, I met the mst wonderful being in the world and that is my beloved cat, Pepper. She's my sunshine. The every thing that I value more than my own self. although she needs a bath now.

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oh yeah and you too jimmy :P better come home soon or Rochelle and I will give you a good spankin!

My New years wish is for my friend, Rochelle, to get well soon and from Jimmy and SUpi to get home safely from Canada and L.A.

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I still have flu...DARN IT! lolz

KOMIKON and OS fusion EMO....

Today, my highschool bud, Mark and I met to go to Komikon in UP. There I met team kyoudo and some new and old friends ^_^

but today is also my, Now X-, boyfriend's birthday. we broke up this morning(yesterday technically since it's 2am). I am so depressed that i can't stop crying...I want to apologize to everyone who took time to listen to me... hindi ako dapat nagkakalat ng ganun...Pasensya na po kayo sa akin. I will keep your advices and words of wisdom in mind. right now, i want to train myself to set my priorities straight and start my life anew.

what hurts is that i couldn't do anything to stop it cause i'm here in the philippines and he's waay over there in Canada....

I didn't have the courage to tell him that he is hurting me...i didn't have the courage to tell him that i'm dying inside....I didn't have the courage and/or strength to do anything but cry and make face during our conversation in YM.

I wanna thank everyone who listened to me...

To Mark:

you're the best bud any fucked up bitch like me could ever have...I'll treat you next time for paying for the taxi tab. Sorry talaga sabog na ako nun kaya wala na akong ginawa kundi umiyak...nabasa ka pa tuloy...sorry rin dahil 1am ka na nakauwi...sorry rin sa mom, kuya at kapatid mo dahil nagalala sila sayo....:(


To Neph:

Tol, You're gonna be my Yuriness from now on....thanks for the booze....and the fries...i needed it...I never expected this night to be one of my EMO sessions. but thanks...I'll make it up to you...


To Sir Saito/Bert:

I really learned a lot from you...thank you... I will keep those advice you gave me in Mind.

To Matt niichan:

niichan! thank you....you've been a very nice oniichan to me...T.T


To kuya Adz, Kuya Earl and Kuya Matt:

Thanks for dedicating that song to me... you don't know how much that meant to me....It made me cry like a river...nahihiya lang akong pumasok sa loob...baka umulan ng luha... salamat salamat...T.T


To Kuya Nabs {my battalion leader in TS}:

Kuya Nabs, you helped me feel better thank you...I owe you a lot for listening to me always...especially in my time of solace and pain. thank you...I assure you that i will always be here for you as well.


To shiz {My TS lil Bro}:

Bro...thanks for the support. I owe you a lot....T.T i don't know what to say....Andami mo nang nasabing advice sa akin....thank you...

To Pendrille:

thanks for listening. it might not seem that much but it helped me vent out enough pain to keep me sane that night... thank you...


To Junichi:

thanks for the poster... that really made me smile :)


To zae niichan:

I'm glad i stuck with you in komikon otherwise i'll be all EMO....thanks for the laughs i enjoyed them


To all of team kyoudo:

Thank you *hugs*


~Cont.

so now, right at this very moment, i await his presence his YM...I will talk to him one last time and say goodbye...I really can't bear the thought that he's with another girl whom he claims remind him of me. For the past 7 nights now, i haven't been able to sleep well nor eat because i can see in my dreams and in my thoughts, as well as my day dreams that he ad that girl are hanging out together and bonding. Doing things we used to...and worst of all, taking my place in his heart....So i'd rather cut ties and leave it all behind....

It hurts that he wasn't the first guy who made me believe in love and just ended up leaving me....

but i can't, now matter how i try to get mad at him....i love him too much....


call me an idiot...i deserve it....:(

*cries in pain*


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I- 6 cycle mind

ay,wag naman
alisin ang nag-iisang panaginip
na ika'y magbabalik
nagsasamang masaya
at walang pagkukulang

at ngayong wala ka na
hindi alam kung san magsisimula
ang ngayon,bukas,kailanman
nagiba
wala bang bukas...

ay,bahala na
ang tanging narinig
wala ka bang ibang masabi
wag ka ng magalala
iniintindi ko
ang lungkot na ginawa mo

at ngayong wala ka na
hindi alam kung san magsisimula
ang ngayon,bukas,kailanman
nagiba
wala bang bukas..

paulit ulit mananaginip
pagising ko'y wala pa rin
hindi maamin, ilang dalangin
wala na, wala ka
wala na..

SWEET MOTHER OF CREATIONS!!!

AH.. sweet internet...I missed you so much *hugs laptop* I miss you.. so much...

I miss you too annoying pop up ads...[you're still annoying though]

I miss you online updates pop up...[you don't piss me off that much anymore]

I miss my beloved forums....[please say you miss me too!]

I miss you LJ...[*post**post**comment**comment*]

I miss you friendster....[even though you're unbelievably sloooow]

I miss you Deviant art! ...[check mail]

I miss you Yahoo mail!...[check mail]

I miss you Gmail! ...[check mail]

I miss you YOUTUBE!!!! [*hugs**shnuggles*]

I miss you GooGLEZ!!! [*search*]

I miss you Wikipedia!!! [*research*]

I miss you blogger! [*post*]

ahh.. sweet mother of creation...thank you for giving me back the main purpose of my existence... I miss you internet....please don't ever leave me like that again....T.T

another test overload!!!

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

What Your Underwear Says About You

You like your underwear to make you feel girlish and pretty. Let's hope you're a chick. You're comfortable in your own skin - and don't care to impress anyone.

The Underwear Oracle

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

People Envy Your Ingenuity

You're a person with unique ideas, big plans, and a zany outlook on life. Many people look to you for inspiration. People envy your creativity and "who cares?" attitude. They feel very ordinary next to you - and they usually are!

What Do People Envy About You?

Grabbed from Hard_Gei! hehe

Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60% Stability |||||| 23% Orderliness |||||| 30% Accommodation |||| 16% Interdependence |||||| 30% Intellectual |||||||||| 36% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70% Religious |||||||||||| 50% Hedonism || 10% Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Narcissism |||||||||| 36% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Work ethic |||||||||||||||| 63% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Conflict seeking |||||||||||||| 56% Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70% Romantic |||||||||||||| 56% Avoidant |||||||||| 36% Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56% Wealth |||||||||| 36% Dependency |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Change averse |||||||||||||| 56% Cautiousness |||||||||||| 50% Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70% Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Physical security |||||||||| 36% Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 44% Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56% Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70% Vanity |||||||||||||||| 70% Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63% Female cliche |||||||||||| 50%

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personality tests by similarminds.com

Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

trait snapshot:
craves attention, messy, open, rash, irritable, likes large parties, low self control, weird, fragile, does not like to be alone, emotionally sensitive, worrying, depressed, heart over mind, does not respect authority, dependent, not rule conscious, not good at saving money, more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits, likes to fit in, very social, frequently second guesses self, phobic, suspicious, not careful, outgoing, vain, compassionate, aggressive, likes to make fun, hates to lose

CLEANING MODE ON!!!DASH!

Yesterday, i had this weird idea that i would clean my room...and so i did...BUT what i didn't expect is that, it would take me all day and all morning to fix it. XD
          
i never noticed how messy my room was. it's full of junk like empty hello panda boxes, pocky boxes and some random things that i pick up from somewhere...yep...I'm definitely a milder version of  asuza shiratori of ranma...

you know, the brown haired martial arts ice skater...NO. i don't do martial arts Ice skating manuevers [hell i dun even think that martial arts ice skating exists]. One thing she and I have in common is that whenever i see anything cute, i try to get it and own it. I said "a milder version" because i don't necessarily challenge people to a skating match [hell i can barely stand on ice!!what more, fight?] to get what i want.

and what's worse is that i name each and every one of them...and heck! i even give them genders...hehe

Anyways, my room is still a mess so i once again put my sign out the door saying "Hard hat area."

back to work for me... ^_^

 
 

TANAY TRIP!

NOTE: SUPPOSED september 11-12 ENTRY. due to laziness, this wasn't uploaded

hmm...AH.. the internet.. I missed it so much...being in the mountains was fun...but without internet....my world will never be complete. ah.. the smell of google! the breeze of yahoo! and the beautiful picturesque scenes from MMORPGs...ahh...the internet...

ON THE BUS WITH BITCHES

hmm.. how should i start the story...okay.. here it goes...

i didn't sleep the whole night cause i was up doing my brother's project and going on nonstop soundtrip {background music: takeshi's castle - kiko machine} while eating anything from the fridge. then, i played a bit of TS before leaving for school. I left the house late hoping that i'd get there late and the bus would leave me. unfortunately, the bus is still there...and i was able to get in before it left. *curses* the bus was full already so i had to sit in the middle seat...*more curses* how bothersome...i have to stand whenever people want to take a leak...or go out...what's worse is that one of the girls i dislike in particular is sitting by the window not far from me. (I thought she went to the TBS...maybe the lack of friends discouraged her to go...anyways, it didn't make me any happier to see her.) Good thing for me, one of the girls sitting beside me was sent out of the bus cause she didn't pay for the trip so i got to sit on a bus seat. Another Good thing, one of the members of Nippon Gai, Ice (A.K.A. yuki-chan) was there to save me. she sat beside me and we chatted along the way, making friends with 3P, who was the one sitting by the window [most of the time sleeping]

THE TRIP...

The trip started out okay...but when we got to the high parts of antipolo, the aircon broke down and gave most of the kikay bitches heat stroke and headache...well, me and Ice on the other hand, were enjoying the soundtrip of OPM songs hihihi [Playlist: Takeshi - kiko machine, Grounded ang Gf ko - rivermaya, onna noko otoko- yuko ogura, tsokolate - parokya ni edgar] we were singing all the way..haha!
 
we took a stop over.. the place looked kinda like a resort of some sort...so everyone went down to release the bulging water bombs..hehe...me, together with Ice and 3p went to buy some food...FUDGEEE!!!and sunkist...but before we left the place, we took some pics using 3p's phone..mine's lowbatt and ice didn't have any cam with her. back to the bus...it was hard to walk back since the path is steep... easy to go down...hard to go back...

THE GET OFF [action starts here]

 
 
we got there at about an hour and a half after we left. the bus parked and the place smelled like horse shit [ahh the stench of discovery!]. we took our time admiring the view and then we got our seedlings and got into the jeeps that would carry us down the mountain, where the bus can't take us since the road is too steep, rocky and narrow. so we went down and planted our little cute seedlings. [I named mine, rudolph..hihihi] 3p took pictures of brownie, rudolph and treeP [our seedlings hihihi] just when we thought, everything was already over, we were asked to get in the jeep again to descend to the barangay below the mountain. we got there and ate lunch in their basketball court...actually, we [Ice, 3p and I] ate in the jeep.. the rest ate in the court...

THE TRAIL

after filling our tummy with the lunch they provided, we were all rounded up to line up and head for the river.
hmm... sofar the smell f horse dung is really inviting...the first part of the trip required less effort but as we progressed to the rice fields, the mud was starting to get irritatingly...umm.. muddy...and our schoolmates are making it worse by screaming out (in a malandi tone with mocking facial expressions) "ewwww... yucky....", "ik! ewww.. mud!" or "Kadiri naman dito...ewwww"

[this is excluding the fact that sir mo and kuya jun are teasing me]

TEH RIVAH
     
 so, we finally got to the river side...it was rocky...[not tessa's kareshi] more like pebbly...cause it's full of pebbles... lots of pebbles to choose from. Yukichan and I couldn't resist the call of the water. So, after folding our pants up to an inch below our knee, we stepped right into the water in our slippers. there were two huge boulders in the middle of the river where most of us sit to avoid getting wet. Since the water is unbelievably warm and UNSALTY like that of the sea, we couldn't help but wet ourselves. Sure we don't have any change of clothes but hey, at least we get to commune with nature.. hehe [insert other random excuses here]. after an hour/ half an hour of playing in the water, everyone was called back to line up to go back to the court, where our jeeps are waiting to take us back to where we left our buses.

BACK TO TEH TRAIL

so, back to the [qouting some random kikay bi-atch while impersonating her with a funny face] "EWWW...YUCKY!" trail. Yuki chan, trippy and I were some of the last few students to leave. we let the kikay's go first so we can enjoy the scene without the kikay rans and complaints. sure, the smell of horse dung isn't that pleasing but hey, it's still nature...and we're dripping wet from river water. we made a short trip to the nearest sari sari stores hoping to find some tripple A batteries for Yukichan's mp3 player but sadly, they don't sell batteries.

BACK TO THE COURT

well, since all we had then were xtra shirts, yukichan and I only change our tops in one of the Huts. After changing, we left our stuff in the jeep and went to buy some pomelo fruits. by the time we got back to the jeep we rode before, we were surprised to see that it was full. SOme girls from the other jeep didn't want to transfer saying that they were there first. it was pretty irritating cause we all know that they don't beling to that jeep yet they're insisting that they do. so result was, some of the original passengers of that jeep had to transfer to another one. we also wanted to move to the other jeep but we ended up sitting in the same jeep with the Arsehole Bi-atches who wouldn't budge. If that wasn't enough, they had to talk sh*t and insult us, saying that they didn't go to the river and they had to wait so it's only right for them to stay in whichever jeep they want to. I mean, for crying out loud! It wasn't our fault if they want to be spoiled bitches and stay behind. we didn't tell them to stay either. I even heard one of them saying "Basagin ko salamin nya eh..." something pointed directly at me, who's the only one with glasses at that time. We just ignored their remarks but i have to admit that their rants and remarks were really getting into my nerves. The trip back to the bus area was hell.. thanks to them. i was actually praying that they were in a different bus but it ended up that, AGAIN, we must stay with them in the same bus... Trippy, yukichan and I were obviously wasted by that time...but the irritation was keeping us awake. Thank Gawd they didn't seat near us...i would have to endure another HELL going home. it was already HELL staying in the same bus as LG...

MY GET OFF

since the bus will pass by an area near my house, i asked our prof if i can go down when we pass by Masinag Market. He openly said yes and I stood up in the aisle to prepare myself. Then, a stupid Tricycle driver just poofed out of nowhere infront of the bus. so the bus driver had to hit the break and sent me flying afront. i caused some bruises that i had to endure on the way home.

*sigh* i finally finished writing it... geez...that took long...hehe

ASS WIPE!

don't worry i'm not mad at you A**wipe...you're friggin free to tell everyone what i told you and wat the heck! you even added more???how worse can you get...and thanks for breaking my F**king trust by the way...I'll try to lessen the hell that i'm gonna give you...Bi-atch! You just ruined my friendship with someone and i swear, by far, you're gonna pay for it dearly...slowly, painfully and surely...

ahh... you're really a loud mouth tactless bi-atch...

thanks for being one...

keep it that way so you don't have to be so bitter all the time...

I betcha it makes you feel a lot better now...ne?

^_^ awww... i'm glad fer ya...go ahead...it's alright...you can tell everyone in your friend's list also...I'm encouraging you to...come on...you know you want to...anyways, you'd still do it even without encouragement...

tsk tsk tsk...bitter...bitter...bitter...

I'm happy that you get pleasure out of this...it makes you stand out from the normal everyday bi-atches...makes people wanna listen to you.. doesn't that make you feel oh...so great?

i'll even give you the password to my friendster, LJ and yahoomail so that you can get more pleasure from destroying my relationships with my friends...cause you just can't keep your trap shut. ^_^ feel free to insult me...you know you want to...^_^ i actually find it sweet that you take time away just to do that... for little ole me...

well, thanks...

you've done a great job...

i salute you...

smile....

you should be happy...not bitter...

^_^

you know who you are...and for the benefit of those who wish for the safety of ignorance, i will not put your name here...

makes me love you even more...

take care...chao...

hmm.. what else... there's something lacking...ahh...


A**wipe Bi-ATCH!

ahh.. sounds better

[P.S. i love you so much that i'm putting this post on public view so that everyone will know that you pissed me off somehow so you can brag about it...^_^]





I even put this picture up fer ya.. enjoy ^_^