It's been a month or so since I changed my relationship status in facebook. It didn't feel all that bad knowing that it was probably better off that way so we can still keep each other close.

I have to admit that I'm scared. After I realized that i'm alone again. Surrounded by a couple of good friends but at the end of the day, I'm alone. It's been hard not mention hid old nickname that i gave him. Actually it feels odd to call him by any other name.

It's been a month since I asked myself, "so what happens now?"

Up til now, I still don't have an answer.