EmPty ShaLLoWs

2011-05-05T01:57:00.000-07:00

It's been a month or so since I changed my relationship status in facebook. It didn't feel all that bad knowing that it was probably better off that way so we can still keep each other close.

I have to admit that I'm scared. After I realized that i'm alone again. Surrounded by a couple of good friends but at the end of the day, I'm alone. It's been hard not mention hid old nickname that i gave him. Actually it feels odd to call him by any other name.

It's been a month since I asked myself, "so what happens now?"

Up til now, I still don't have an answer.

2011-01-10T07:57:00.000-08:00

Hey. It's been a while since I've written anything on any of my blogs. You know, I've never been a good writing nor considered writing as a passion but there are times that I really feel like writing how I feel. And this is probably one of those times.

A lot of things has happened to me in 2010 that I couldn't write or put into words. Some of them are just too awesome but most of them are just too painful. I've lost a lot of things in 2010 that paved way to a lot of big changes in my life. Some of these are mainly related to my career path, my family, my love, my friends and most of all, changes in myself.

In 2010, officially even before the year started, I know I've lost a good friend. I could say that she's gone bad like most of the people we know. At first I thought it was that. But later on, I realized that she hasn't she just sees life from a different perspective and decided to pursue it unlike any way the rest of us would have. My realization came after my decision to let our relationship just falter. To be honest, I think we both gave up on each other trying to drive the other into something we don't want. To be fair, I think what happened was for the best. And I think everyone else would agree to that.

In 2010, with a kind offer from a friend, I was able to pursue my dream of meeting my beloved again. It took a lot of work, and money. I burned a lot of my savings to get there but I did. Everything, from the visa application, interview, the hassle and the sleepless nights of figuring out where to get the rest of the money was made worth it when I stepped out of the airport to see that chubby gamer dude waiting for me with an imaginary 8-bit smile on his face. It'd be a lie to say that I am pretty ambivalent about it. Each moment I spend with him there brings me closer to the time that I'll have to part with him again. I felt that 2 weeks was too short to spend with the person I love most. So, the day I got on the plane to leave,I cried.

In 2010, I felt like I lost a father. Some of my close friends know what I've been going through with regards to my family status. And to those who know, they're probably aware why I'm the current breadwinner in the family. I have enough respect for my father not to get mad at him for it, so long as he lets my mother steer the family back to the right path. But late 2010, a revelation from my mom had me reach my boiling point. He already done enough damage to last me and my sibling's future. It's not totally irreparable and I'm aware that there are worse people out there but the thought that he'd do that to us was devastating and horribly disappointing.

It's not a secret from everyone that I'm a WoW player. 2010 marked my first year anniversary in WoW. I was able to get the yearly achievement and I felt accomplished. But that's not the only thing I got from the game. I found a best friend. And I'm quite thankful.

For the Horde!

My diary

2010-05-09T07:38:00.000-07:00

Smart bro decided that I should be away from the PC for a bit. With 80% of my time spent in front of the PC, playing games, working, studying and socializing in online networking sites (e.g. Plurk, facebook), I really need some time off from the net XD. So yeah… Smart bro *cough* ~~(thisinnotapatheticattempttojustifysmartbro'ssuckyservice)~~

With nothing better to do on hot lazy summer afternoon, I decided it’s time to clean my room a bit. Replace some stuff and redecorate a bit, just the usual. Ate Gayle gave me a lot of Fushigi Yuugi and Samurai X mangas so I started with those. I arranged them neatly in a stack and moved some books to another shelf to make room for them. Now that I think about it, I acquired most of my books back in high school and college. Back then, I used to love reading and imagining stuff. In college, specifically in Miriam College, I met some professors that killed that part of me (“some professors” doesn’t mean ALL. Stop generalizing before you even begin). Since then, the number of books that I purchase every year, have depleted. And I’ve done myself wrong by not reading a lot of good books this past 4 years. It’s sad. I know.

After 15 minutes worth of bad flashbacks, I decided to move on to another stack of notebooks and books. I took them out of the shelf, piled them on top of each other and carried them to a spot where they will temporarily sit ‘til I figure out where to put them. In the process, something slipped and fell on the floor. In my effort to pick it up, I slipped and hit my head on the corner of the shelf. It didn’t bleed but I now have a huge bump to remind myself of the incident (Yes, it hurts).

It was my pretty pink diary that I got from the last day of my first semester in First Year College. The first entry was about my class president stalking me and our declamation event in Filipino Class under Mrs. Visco. There was also an entry about our teacher in Math who has a speech problem that he pronounces anything with “T” as “P.” It wasn’t a laughing matter though when he showed us our final exam and all of the questions didn’t have any Ts or Ps to make fun of. An entry also talked about politics for debate. Back then, politics was just a subject under Mr. Fulgar, discussed for the sake of grades. Now, Politics is in school, work, hobbies, family, friends, government…. “Everywhere.”

The following entries painted the picture of me being the student I used to be. It was an image I’d give anything to see myself in again. I was never late for any of my classes despite the 3 hour trip from Antipolo to Manila. I’ve always enjoyed the jeepney ride from Cubao to Morayta through Espanya at 5am in the morning. I would dread each storm that visited the city because I know it will send me home, swimming in flood water. I also remember that I’d rush down the stairs from the 7^th floor of EHB building after my last class of the day to catch f4 and Barbie Xu on TV in the canteen right outside the school. I’d spend 2 hours in the bookstore looking at cute erasers and artbooks while hiding from suitors. And I’d spend 1-2 hours in the comp shop fixing my Friendster layout to pass the time while waiting for my classmates’ emails for projects before going home. It was fun. I learned a lot and I enjoyed it.

Then a phone call came, from my grandmother, telling me to transfer schools. It was a sad day.

I skipped a few (a lot) pages and reached the last 4 entries in my diary. Of all the entries in my diary, these were the ones that mattered. It was about love, responsibility, realization, difficulties and learning. I don’t feel comfortable sharing the full details of the entries but to those who would understand what these words mean… they know what happened. (At least a large part of it)

“The great game”

I thought about things. And I felt embarrassed that I went through this, but at the same time, I’m glad that I did. It was a…a very unusual learning experience. Something I would guarantee to everyone, who knows, that I will never forget. I am thankful for the people involved in that event, one summer 5 years ago. It was, mentally, the craziest moment in my life. Coining my usual statement…. “I was young, it was summer.”

From that time, I can’t say that I’ve grown a lot. But then again, I don’t think I ever will (haha lame joke). But I am looking forward to a time when I can openly share that crazy experience to someone younger, laugh about it and say “It was crazy… but you see, I learned.”

SUMMERHULABALOOBURGERHAPPYSURPRISENSHITZ

2010-04-29T07:06:00.001-07:00

Unyaaaa :3 2 things about summer. I hate Summer and I love Summer.

Summer's been both kind and cruel to me. Ever since I could remember, most of the memorable things in my life usually happens during this season. But this summer is speshul...

It's election tiemz! And I found work in the loving forte of my favorite candidate :3 The pay isn't that good... But the benefit of seeing his face on every single spread I check is priceless. *shits rainbow bricks* Unyaaaaaaa~

I wish to print his face on a pillow case.... I hope I get the chance to meet him and shake his hand again *flails*

P.S.

I still love you raishiro ...♥

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Swindled D:

I'm not sure yet but I think I just got swindled 10k. A trusted family friend recommended a business to me and I gave him the initial payment 2 weeks ago. The last time I heard from him was last Wednesday. My dad went to his place and they said he hasn't come home since Monday last week. I'm getting worried that he ran away with my cash. D: My mom's furious but we're giving him a week to respond. After that, Im'ma file a case if it won't cost more than he owes me.

^_^;; ehe... Been plagued with a lot of bad stuff lately. Like that one time.... I- *stops* or that one time... I *stops*...uhh... nvm

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On other things, I think I'm slowly developing an addiction for DJMT... I was out with some friends the other day and my friend's gf stood on the machine and her bf swiped the card. We ended up liking the game. It's uber fun! X3 and I love the songs! And...and the cute girls on the visuals is pure happiness. Special thanks to xtraryce for the OST too <3

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I'm also playing WoW again. raishiro gifted me with a 3 month game credit for my Birthday last April 13. *snuggles raishiro* He knows he just fueled my will to procrastinate but its a good way to learn how to control my gaming habits. /cries... I'm currently trying to level up my paladin to 80 so I can start healing in raids. I'm also preparing to get the [For the children] Achievement. After that, Midsummer Fire Festival is mine and Violet protodrake will be as good as owned.

I'm looking for someone to recruit into playing WoW. I want to get the 2 seater flying rocket mount just like Mawsi's T_T. I went online at 3am in Dreadmaul just to see her huge rocket. She took me for a joyride on it. The experience gave me a level up as we explored azeroth together. Thank you Mawsi!!!!! T_T

Inability to express thought

2010-04-24T21:20:00.000-07:00

It's annoying that all these thoughts are just swimming in my head but I don't have the words to fish them out of the cesspool. I want to write about my feelings, my opinions, my plans, and my goals. But every time I start , I'd always end up stuck on the first sentence and just like fart, the thought dissipates into thin air, leaving no trace behind, except the foul smell saying that something was there before... and it stinks.

FART

There are times when I feel absolutely ecstatic about something. And God knows how many times I'd attempt to write about it. But just like every time, I'd start sentence one, i'd end up erasing it. I'll start sentence one again, with a different format, add sentence two, and still end up erasing it. Just repeat the process 3 more times, and I'd eventually give up and find something else to do.

Do not be deceived

There'd also be times that I'd feel so down. Most of the time, my lack of self-esteem would push me to feel great depression and I'd open live journal to blog about the feeling. Hoping it would help me figure out my problem, I'll start writing again. An hour would pass and I'd still be writing sentence one. I don't know how to properly start expressing my thoughts. Its a giant ball of yarn and I can't find the tail end to pull out the first Idea. I guess I know what I want to say but I don't know where to start and how to follow it up.

I've no solution yet to this problem of mine. If you have, please feel free to share your ideas. >_<

A part of the nightmare is over

2010-04-22T10:00:00.001-07:00

I've been feeling tense since I got the news from my mom and a friend of hers, last week. I've been dreaming of going back to school after the first year I spent working and earning for the family. And the feeling intensified after I met raishiro's parents. I wanted to melt when his mom told me about something that I've been, sort of, avoiding these past years. It lead me to think back about that nightmare.

(Sort of related but not quite) cool pic

This afternoon, I went and faced the nightmare that's been haunting me. Initially, I thought the experience would be heart-breaking and emotionally draining. I've prepared my eyes for the gallons of tears that I might cry after the encounter and I've prepared the wee-bit self esteem left in me to be sucked out by the black hole they set up for every unfortunate soul who happen to enlist themselves in that institution.

I got there and it was the same institution, the same system, the same BS. It didn't change. But they got a nifty looking building out back.

During the 3 hours that I spent running requirements, I thought about every painful, heart-tearing experience I spent there. I still remember the number of times that fat bitch crushed my self esteem, lowered my morale, and lead me to believe that the only future I had was jumping off the rooftop to end my lowly miserable life. THAT, and the bad, overly priced cafeteria food.

Illustration of how the fat bitch tears a part of me every chance she gets.

Then comes the nice memories. Though few, they were all special to me. One of those, was the day I sat with 3 other crazy, bored and easily amused girls at the upper lanai to man a booth for a friends' org we didn't necessarily understand. It was the day we had a small group of people who had the same interest in anime and all those crazy japanese stuff. Yeah... that one.

From there, I learned that I wasn't the only crazy, bored and easily amused person in school.

After much reminiscing, I was able to get what I needed. My first step out of the institution, felt like my first step to freedom. I felt light, happy and a little high. I hopped on one foot towards the car, with my smile stretching from one ear to the other. It didn't hurt... (But then again, they know how to ruins dreams so I'll stop here. Things could still happen.)

I'm finally free from that nightmare. But it's not the only one haunting me... To free myself from the rest, will be the next step.

A big thanks to the people who inspired and pushed me to this decision. And a big thank you to my special someone for sticking with me through every sticky situation, and giving me a and a when I need it most.

Why I don't blog so much?

2010-03-30T01:34:00.000-07:00

I'm back in the ph, finally. After that almost 30 hour ordeal I went through, I am finally home. Nothing can replace the sweet sweet smell of the Phils in my heart. *kisses the ground*

Originally, I want to start my entry with the story of my ordeal that lead me to be a complete racist against Indians and mainland chinese people but I might end up saying things that I don't really mean in the process and get myself in to more trouble so let's just leave it at that. Its a tale to be told in some random moments with friends. Instead, let me start this entry with something else.

Okay...

I think I know the reason why I can't write anything on any of my blogs anymore.

You know how I always start my blog entries with things that usually leave me upset? Then I follow it up with something that would amuse me and probably some of my readers while reading about an experience that would usually leave people incredibly annoyed. But, ever since I got into a committed relationship, I started to slack in writing. Its not that I stopped having experiences that made me upset but because I finally found someone whom I can share them with.

It's been a year 3 mos since I last held his hand. To me, they were never that warm til I first held them again. I never knew how much I missed him until he hugged me and said he missed me too. I just hope I could see him again soon.

Dragon Age/ Tamagotchi

2010-03-02T20:15:00.000-08:00

Its amusing how I spend almost an hour writing an entry only to realize after reading it that I really don't want to share it and I end up erasing it.

So yeah...here's what I got.

=_=I just reformatted my OS drive to upgrade my w7 to the full version. I thought I backed up everything I needed, until last night when I tried to play Dragon age.

"FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF"

Yep... I forgot to back up that shit. Before I knew it, I was doing a marathon of head-desk, head wall, and facepalm all over my room. With that, I spent an hour or so contemplating about the meaning of life, cereals and my future with Alistair. None of the three sounded like a good Idea. And soon, I felt the tears peek out, and it didn't take long before they started to trickle down the side of my face. Memories of each agonizing quest played in a slow laptop started to come back to me. I'm haunted by the memories of how it was a challenge to kill a freaking dragon in the ruins, How it took me forever to finish the whole sloth demon encounter in the circle of the magi; the multiple attempts to try to get Alistair to bed me until I learned that its only possible at party camp (this is embarrassing) and lastly, I'll never forget that hell of a mind fuck puzzle I had to solve to get a pinch of Andraste's ashes...

Nakie tiems with mai Dragon Age Posse

I'm planning to play it again but I might wait it out 'til I feel better. I just realized that this might be how it feels when someone you love has amnesia... or going back in time to before you started a relationship with your special someone. /cries a little inside

hmmmm I need him back in my life... lol

Vicachu and Vicky made my day last Saturday at the Eiva Meeting when they showed me their Tamagotchis and gave me my own. If it were possible, I would have crapped rainbows because of the overflowing happy inside me. I opened it as soon as I got home and RTFM to set it up. :3 I love the fact that I got a female pet with a panda doll for a toy. It suits my preferences perfectly. It was hard to think of a name. Initially, I wanted to name it something by combining vicky and vica's name together but the toy wouldn't let me cause it was too long. So I named it Supichi ~(>w<)~ *flails* I got so excited. My pet was very obedient and well mannered (for a baby) and it sings and plays the sax. A day after though, it got reset though so I had to start over again ... (Kinda like my OS and Dragon age ... :/) I lost the panda pet and well my new pet is stubborn. :/ It doesn't like to practice and spends most of its time moping like some kind of emo apple teenager with issues. And it craps a lot :/

Moving on, Its been a while since I held a tamagotchi. I was surprised that it has items now and the version that Vicky and Vica Chu gave me could get my pet its own band to play music with. O_O Yeah... It has school too.

I know some people in my f-list (lol you know who you are) will probably just shrug and say that its just artificial... having a virtual pet. It may just be a bunch of pixels to some and it could never replace a real pet but for some people like me, who do not have the time, patience and money to spend on a real pet, this suits me just well. I could take it anywhere without worrying about if pets are allowed, no poop/pee to clean, and other mundane pet tasks to do. Just the joy that you have a small pet in your pocket that would amuse you every now and then. I would appreciate a real pet like a cat or a puppy but I don't believe that I'd be a responsible owner. At least, not yet. Until then, I'll make do with my battery-powered pocket friend :).

WOW: How far are we?

2009-11-19T20:47:00.000-08:00

WOW

Speaking of WoW , 2 mos of load is gone but before it happened, I was able to accomplish most of the stuff in My to do list after sucky patch, 3.2.

~~To Get Albino Drake~~
~~To Get exalted with all Horde Factions~~
~~To Get 100 cooking awards~~
~~To Get a dragonHawk Mount~~
To Get a Hippogriff Mount
To Get Exalted with Sha'tari Skyguard
To Get Exalted with Cenarion Circle
~~To Get Brewfest TItle~~
~~To Get Brewfest Mount~~
~~To Get Hallowed Title~~
~~To get Headless Horseman Mount~~
~~To Get T9 Gear~~ ( Actually I was aiming for T8 or T8.5 but both looks like shit when worn with my belf baby)
~~To Clear ToCr 10~~
To Clear ToCr 25
To Clear ToGCr 10
To Clear ToGCr 25

Pandaren Pet

This is what i'd prolly be doing over and over again if i'm next to raishiro when I received his surprise present in my email. ZOMG he bought me a pandaren pet! The one I was freakin out about in this post XD. I'm a huge fan of Pandas and WoW having a pandaren in it's lore is one of the reasons why I love it. Preferably though, I want a real playable pandaren race... It would probably be the only reason why I would whole-heartedly play an alliance toon. The panda pet responds to /bow and /drink and does kung fu moves when you're idle. It yawns too! XD So cute. It reminds me of myself and supi in a lazy weekend afternoon. We be pandas!

MOUNTS

As part of my goal for the albino drake, I took a quest to grow my own mount. I dragged raishiro to the quest area and we did the quest. It should have taken 20 days to grow our baby dinos into mounts but since we're both too lazy to go the the quest area everyday, it took longer than it should have lol. XD But in the end, we both got our swift sweet reward. *tears* And we grew them together too... We fed them together... we found toys for it together... *sniff* They grow up so fast

Supi and me with our full grown Dino Mounts

My Headless Horseman Mount

Collecting aerial mounts

Speaking of mounts, I noticed the lack of balance in my land to air mount ratio when I came back to WoW. I had more land mounts than aerial mounts. I figured its time for me to grind for aerial mounts. That's probably why I bought every single Netherwing drake, I got the albino drake and the green protodrake too. I'm still scouting for a good group to complete the Glory of the Hero achievement to get the red protodrake. I also have Tempest keep on farm with a good group in hopes of the phoenix mount dropping (But I'm not really that enthusiastic about it... really -_-).

My New Albino drake :D

DragonHawk mount :D

15man Tempest Keep on Farm

Bank Progress

Raishiro and I moved to Bonechewer almost 2 mos ago. The server is a real upgrade from our old one, Khazgoroth. It was a bit of a challenge to adapt to a Pvp server from where I started, PvE. But the experience wasn't half bad. The new guild is made up mainly of Filipinos like me so it felt a little better to speak my mother tongue on guild chat and on vent XD. Gone were the days of language and accent barriers from foreign Guild masters/Raid leaders/etc. With the occassional Lebanese guildies asking everyone to speak in english, I'm pretty comfortable with the guild setup.

The sad part there was, I had to abandon my 3 bank alts in Khaz'goroth. I had one for cloths and leather and mats, one for ores, bars and other mining stuff, and the last is for the BOE items that I pick up along the way. I took what I could but I had to leave most of the stuff I saved. I don't regret moving but it was sad to leave my bank babies behind XD. Starting new in Bonechewer wasn't that easy. I'm remaking my bank alts one by one and so far, this is what I've got. It's not much but it's a small step to get back my whole fortune XD.

LU Live 09 And other stuff

2009-11-19T20:38:00.000-08:00

O harro thar! XD It's been a while since I wrote an entry so yeah...

I'll prolly blog about a few things that happened since I last blogged. I don't think I can remember everything so I'll just haphazardly write anything I can remember. It's so that when I become really really old ( if I don't die from diabetes, kidney problems and a heart attack XD), and blogs aren't obsolete by then, I'd have something to read to myself or my youngins about how my life was back in the old days.... *imagines tere* (>_o oops)

Anyways, I've been telling myself that I'm going to stay clear of the cosplay stuff for a while since its too much of a liability for me and it invites unnecessary baggage to both my emotional and personal development. I don't think I need to elaborate since it might spark a new flame but let's just leave things as it is. 2009 will be the last year that my expenses would have to deal with cosplay and stuff related to it. Wee~ I already fullfilled one of the two promises for cosplay that I committed to and the last one will be on December :) So I'm not that far from starting my plan to financial freedom.

LU LIVE 09

As part of my first promise, last LU Live, I helped Thyalla and Ryunaito at the ECO Guild booth a bit. I cosplayed as a Bellato Guildmaster. I'm not very good at sewing so I went to our seamstress for help and she basically taught me a lot of things. She did most of the work but I was pretty happy with the result. Being an amateur, I made a couple of mistakes with the dress but I think it held together during the con. It was scary though, at one point, I thought it would fall off. (>_<) Having no bewbs, for the top to hold on to, is kinda hard.

Photos from Randy ^o^

The first day was hectic. We had a lot of problems regarding the booth setup and other things. XD I figured there's prolly a need to complain about some LU Live stuff... But I won't. I don't think I have the position to and I'd rather that it come from the people who were actually involved in negotiations with the LU team. :) But I hope next year would be better.

The booth had two sides, the photobooth and the sales booth? XD Randy and Dave did a great job in lining the frames for support and most of the guild members who were there supported and assisted in setting up the booth as well. There weren't a lot of people on the first day so it wasn't as hectic til Peppy dragged me, seme and vince to do a photo op with HOL's Mau XD. I'm not used to getting my picture taken by a lot of people. And I'm bad at posing, I know. I can't even tell my bad side from my good side (if I have one lol). So the feeling of being in front of a lot of flashing lights kinda freaked me out inside XD. But that doesn't make me love peppy less :) *hugs peppy*

I'm so happy that Hayri was able to make it to the 2nd Day and hang out with the awesome people in our booth. ^w^ Dave hugged him!...which is prolly a little scary but cute nonetheless XD. After the event, ECO and HOL went to Gerry's for Dinner and we ate and sang and mebbe freaked out a couple of people... BUT WE HAD FUUUUN! ( Well, I did cuz I got a plateful of baked scallops :3)

I'm not an RF ECO Guild member but I am in WoW so it really made me happy to see the IRL faces of my WoW guildmates, all the more everyone loved the beauty of my favorite WoW Website, Wow Heroes. X3 It beats the crap out of explaining gear shits. *dances the lambada*

NEW FRIENDS

Hanging out with Ate Bart and Louie, I met a lot of cool new people. And to make things better, they also play WoW! ^o^ They're playing alliance in Anetheron. TBH, I had very little respect for alliance when I was in Khaz'goroth. Most of that angst and hate pvp crimes was mainly because I'm a true blood horde baby and cause Varian Vagina Pants is a big asshole. But with Louie and Ate bart and their friends playing Alliance, I found myself playing one. XD

I first met most of them from Ate Bart's Surprise Bday party in Libis. We talked all night about WoW stuff and well, more wow stuff. XD And what more, I learned that Jacky/axelle used to hang out with the UM Soul Calibur Boys! XD With raishiro and paeng and coke and crooper and stilz. I found it absolutely adorable. I usually hate rogues in WoW but he's an exception :3 (This means I'll pick on him most ^w^)

I'll start levelling my toon there for real once I've secured my rank in Bonechewer with Shadow Circle. :3 After all, I'm still horde at heart ♥

CATS

one of the many things I like about hanging out with Ate Bart is their adorable delicious fluffy widdle wubbable kitties, Simon and Aine ♥♥. Aine just arrived a week or so ago but before that, whenever i'd sleep over, Simon is my playmate. Simon is a fluffy ball of love! Simon and I share a lot of fun memories together... (well fun mostly for me... XD) ^w^ Then they got Aine last week. I got to meet her last Sunday when I hung out with Ria, Louie and Ate Bart in Eastwood. We took the two kitties for their grooming and picked them up later that day. Hayri was able to meet both of them and he felt their fluffy too~ :3

I got to hang out with the kitties more when Ria and I went to help them move stuff to their new room in T.Sora. It was fun fun keeping Simon away from humping Aine. He looked pissed that its so cute ^o^.

Looking back :)

2009-10-08T08:38:00.000-07:00

I want to blog about a lot of things that happened to me from December of last year, til now... But I won't. People rarely care about backlog stuff and I'm too lazy to write what I remember. And friends find friends spamming their F-list with things irrelevant to their interests, annoying. I'm not aiming to annoy anyone at this time. The experience isn't as fresh as I want it to be and I realized that sharing to people you barely know in your blogs doesn't really make me feel healthy. So I'll try to give a short summary of everything so I'll remember them if I read this entry in the future.

I don't really write well, that I know for a fact. If there's one thing I regret, that's prolly the lost opportunity to learn how to write and read well. I want to justify that I only read the things that I find amusing, but I realized that lately, that the things I find amusing are just merely fads and popular reads. So yeah, i'll leave it at that before I get shot by the bookworms on my F-list.

Moving on with the list of chepot's sick sad world updates...

December, supi left for America... I felt sad, depressed, etc... you know about that. I drowned myself in an MMORPG called World of Warcraft. I got addicted, and bam before you know it, I got level cap, gears and achievements. But it led to some unwanted casualties in my career development (what career?), emotional development and personality development. I felt crippled without a job for four months moping in my room, devoting my life to an online game in hopes of developing a better relationship with my boyfriend. Friends hated me cause I barely go out with them and flooding plurk with nothing but online game stuff thatthey don't really appreciate kinda ticked them off. ( Thank you plurk for Private cliques :))

My birthday was a big turning point in my life. On this, I won't elaborate cause I'll sound like more of a bitch that people both hate and love me for. And I'm not really good friends with my bitchy side so let's try to keep things happy or or neutral at least. After my birthday, things got pretty messy. I got a new job later that month and I felt somewhat happy and employed, trying to work together with my bf in our relationship on the side.

After May and April, I became more irrational, irritable and unreasonable. I'm not saying it's completely changed now but hey, the first step to fixing something is recognizing the problem right? So I'm working my way to fixing myself. :) (awww optimism... Isn't it precious?) I'm lucky to have a very understanding, patient and loving boyfriend who stayed and put up with my annoying attitude to work on a better solution for our situation. The dark times in my life is almost always remedied by his support and patience and I thank the heavens for him in my life.

During that chaotic time, I got plagued with expenses, recurring issues from retarded ex-boyfriends, and perverted dirty old men at work who wanted to have a go with me and some other things that I'd rather not mention to avoid further conflict. My paranoia level raised to a 10. I became wary of male companions. I mean, as a woman, I probably hate my kind more than anyone else... But in this situation, I'd rather choose the company of mostly female or preferably, female-only friends. I later resolved this issue after I talked to some male colleagues and friends. Special thanks to Hayri for helping me with questions so I can reflect... (And mom's still asking for the baked tahong recipe you told her about)

I quit my job for a lot of reasons, and one of them is the 38 y/o man who kept giving me indecent proposals. We had a confrontation at one of our barkada meets and I think I was able to clarify and resolve that. Also, the environment of the job posed a threat to my relationship and as impractical as it may seem, I value my relationship more than my job. So I quit... of course there were also bigger reasons but since this is a blog, I'll leave it for the people I really call "friends". Don't you wish I'd just become a drama whore and tell the world how I was oppressed so you can talk about it? XD d'awwwww

My first ex bf who resides in Toronto.. (or was it Ontario...I dunno but they rhyme so whatever) also gave me a headache cause he wants to come home to get married. I guess I still came off as a gullible and stupid ex gf who would welcome him with open arms after we broke up 9 years ago. Long story short, he knocked up a classmate, wanted me to adopt the baby, told me I was good for nothing for not adopting the "authentic " canadian baby, and now he's going to marry the girl, he suddenly wants to come home and demand that I marry him. I know he needs immediate psychiatric help. I don't really wonder why I attract people like him in my life cause I'm aware that I'm also crazy but I sometimes wish God would deliver them in moderate amounts.

September was a big month for both me and supi. It marked the 3rd year of our relationship.. we still have a long way to go but I'm hoping that we can keep the relationship in a good condition for years to come. I've never been this happy with anyone in my life and I could not ask for more for now. Though our current situation, long distance relationship, is not ideal. I am gearing myself to someday follow and investing on myself to start a career there if my luck would hold. I've learned a lot from our relationship in these past years and I look up to my partner for having such patience and optimism. I hope that in this relationship, I can do things right, and even better.

I also got to attend GCA in Singapore to help man the booth for GDAP, meet with friends, and do errands in Singapore. With my recent addiction to World of Warcraft, I also re-discovered the long lost gamer potential in me. I don't think I can ever be hardcore but I learned to appreciate games and gamers thanks to this experience. I learned there that I missed a decade's worth of quality games that I'm only discovering now thanks to the people I met, both old and new friends. All in all, I loved the experience. ( :D And I got my PSP there so hell yeah! Fucking experience get!) It's sad that my budget is pretty limited so its the only one I can snag... >_< I really have to stop being a compulsive buyer in the future.

Then a typhoon hit the country... Our house was flooded up to neck level. The water looked like that wave of chocolate wave running after koko in every koko crunch commercial. Only this time, the wheat field is our house and we didn't go "POOF WE BECAME KOKO CRUNCH" right after. Our neighborhood disappeared from the map for a whole a day. And snakes were running amok in the flood water. Our neighborhood caught, killed and cooked a total of 7 snakes during that whole encounter. The only saving grace there was that I had a sari sari store for a business and it fed a lot of my neighbors. Problems like no electricity, candles and clean tap water started to get to us. As much as I hate rootbeer, it was the only clean liquid drink left so I had to bear with it. And if it weren't for my smart bro internet cable, I wouldn't be blogging right now... so Thank you Smart bro, for making your cables strong and sturdy. I swear never to harass any of your customer service agents again even when they make me wait for an hour on the line to check my connection with their fictional base stations. We were able to save a lot as compared to our but the cost of repair for both the wooden interior of the house and the van is a pain in the pocket so I had to find work and 2 days after, I'm employed :D

The event taught me a lot of things and allowed me to rediscover old important things as well. And I'm willing to do my best to change for the better so I can change the direction of my current life. I'm going to start by finishing the things I started... I don't wanna jinx it but I hope things will turn out for the better.

Maybe i'll have some new year's resolutions for 2010 afterall :)

Weekend + Monday

2009-08-25T09:11:00.000-07:00

Hmmm I have a current medical condition. Something's wrong with my right arm it seems. I went to the doctor yesterday with my mom to schedule an appointment and also, for my mom can chat her up about their highschool days. I just found it cool that our doctor had a magic 8 Ball in her clinic. It managed to cheer me up after the bad news I heard. It takes the stress off the stuff I cried about after I got the folder of bad news. *dun dun dun ♪ *

After that, mom took me to the grocery to check out some stuff we'll be buying for the party next week. She bought some small spices and I bought some skincare stuff... Vanity isn't really my thing but I feel that lately my age is catching up with how I look and the huge dark circles highlighting the depth of my eye sockets isn't making me look any younger. I'm planning to buy that roll-on thing I saw but I'll wait a bit for reviews before I decide.

On our way out, I took mom to Daiso and I got myself this sweet little baby.

I actually like that its a lot smaller than my actual charger and I can connect it to my laptop through USB... I'm just praying that Nokia has the same thing for my cellphone and I'm all set. XD

Hayri also celebrated his birthday last Saturday and I was invited. I met lots of new people and I enjoyed the whole experience. I drank a bit but I spent most of my time either on the PC talking to my bf, trying to make the Magic Jack to work... or talking and telling jokes. Hayri had some awesome bunch of friends from all walks of life... It was a fun experience. Although I can't help but wish that supi was there with me. Come morning, Katz and I were the last one standing... The rest went home, Hayri succumbed to the call of sleep and Jake snuggled with Elmer on the mat in the living room.

While everyone was asleep, I ate pandesal and chatted with Hayri's mom and we both laughed and joked about stuff til she had to leave for the market. I spent the rest of Sunday morning watching the blizzcon closing performance live from Anaheim California. L80ETC performed in honor of the Horde... and OZZY performed the closing song. I wish I could attend that someday. It would prolly be one of the best experiences I could ever have in my life. ♥ I could prolly live my fantasy to cosplay a blizzard related toon too if I'd be lucky.

I left Hayri's pretty late since it the heat outside was unbearable that my nose bled. They got worried so they gave me ice cream to eat before Jake and I set off for Megamall. I met Seme, John and Vicky outside the convention and we went to red mango to eat Yogurt. I also saw Ariks who hung out with me for a while and we talked about more blizzard stuff.... DOTA STARCRAFT WOW DOTA STARCRAFT DIABLO DOTA STARCRAFT WOW DIABLO over and over again. I enjoyed every moment of it. I also saw Dave and Pepper and it made me haffy :3

We left the area after eating dinner at bubble tea. It was prolly around 9pm or so and I got home at around 10pm -ish.... And there I discovered my medical condition. :< *repeat from the top*

To play and To watch

2009-08-20T00:22:00.000-07:00

o_o My drive D:\ has only 3.21BG left of free space, Thanks to Marlo and ushuaia's stuff XD I'm not complaining but I have a lot of stuff to finish before I can burn them all and free some space.

Stuff to watch:

~~Getsumin To Heiki Miina~~

~~Forgetting Sarah Marshall~~

True Blood S1-S2

Sengoku Basara

~~Ice Age 3~~
Detective Conan OVA 1 and 2
Lucas in Love

I just finished "Forgetting Sarah Marshall." And I absolutely loved it. It had 3 actors that I like... Mila Kunis, Jason Segel and Kristen Bell. ♥♥♥♥ It was just as Supi and Marlo said it would be and more~

I also have a list of stuff to play for the next few monthsl. I have a decade full of games to play to catch up to it seems. Right now, i'm currently playing Diablo 2 with raishiro and Wonderland online with my TS barkada ^w^. I enjoy playing both games especially diablo 2. It reminds me of a fairly similar game I played way back called DarkStone. I'm not sure if people still remember it but I think it was pretty okay.

I'll also download Hello Kitty online later to check out the game. But recent conversations with kikz and co leads me to consider playing Audition again. Watching thugbeat's videos in korea makes me feel a bit envious :<. I'll check later if Audition has any issues with Windows 7 before I decide.

One thing's for sure though, Supi and I are going back to play WoW before Brewfest ^_^. We'll be playing as Tank and heals this time ^_^ and I'm pretty excited. This'll be my first time healing so I expect to suck at first but this is my chance to heal supi <3>_<

Games I wanna play:

Audition

Hello Kitty Online

World of Warcraft

NWN

KOTOR

Last Remnant

Baldur's Gate
Starcraft

@__@ So many games... So little time. I'm giving myself til a month before my birthday to play and/or finish them all. Good luck to me X3.

Eventful weekend

2009-08-16T09:35:00.000-07:00

I'm finally home from an eventful weekend. I went to eastwood early last Saturday to meet up with Patrick and the others for a short meet. We originally planned a small pool meet to unwind before a short sparring match but I passed and just met up in Mcdo. Too bad Tiff couldn't make it XD but it was a fun fun meet nevertheless. We talked about games and the results of the last MMA (mixed martial arts) tournament and Nathan's weird obsessions XD.

I had lunch with Ranulf and Jill, where we talked about well,... more games! XD Specifically WoW. I can't wait to go back to get the brewfest achievement. @____@ I want my violet protodrake by next year. *hugs pillow*

After lunch, Ranulf and I went to UP for the Mini cosplay summit in UP ITTC. I met up with Seme, John and the other cosplayers in Bahay ng Alumni . We went in 3 batches and arrived in ITTC a little late. >_<>_<>

The event left me starving so we decided to grab a bite. We couldn't decide on a place so Louie and Bart offered that we just buy food and eat it at their house. We rolled in Louie's Yaris, all 7 of us. We thought it would be cramped but we still had room in the middle where we imagined pepper would/should be. On the way to their place, we grabbed a fish I named Misty and a whole chicken that I named Wanton for dinner. ^_^

We arrived at Louie's place and went upstairs to drop our stuff. I entered the room and there was this 32" Monitor for the sole purpose of playing World of warcraft on wide screen....with 2.5mbps internet. We were running 3 laptops 1 desktop and the the pc conncted to the wide ass screen monitor... and 2 more PCs are running outside his bedroom at that time. He was playing wow without LAG!!!!! LOUIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR HOUSE OFFICIALLY ROXXORS11111111!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ *flails in happiness*

After browsing through some pictures, we went down to eat dinner. XD We found out that Vince was a vegetarian.... after Seme and John ate his french fries XD. Sowie Vince >_<;;; And we laughed talking about about love life and relationships ^_~ *wink*

We went back upstairs after dinner and I played with Simon, Bart and Louie's Baby kitty. >_<>

John: "Simon thinks you're his mate"

Me: EH?!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O_O No Simon... I has mate already. Supi is my mate.

Simon: Rawr

Me: O_O;;;; *gulp*

Seme and Vince went home and I decided to sleep over with John and Dave. Sweet sweet internet ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. I slept at 6am playing *cough*WLO*cough* while dave played dragonica. XD

Simon

Come Morning, I had a voice call with supi and we both agreed to play with louie and bart in their guild when we get back for brewfest \o/. Can't wait ^o^

>_o I forgot to give the copy of the fanboys movie in my bag.

Love doesn't have to hurt

2009-08-12T05:45:00.000-07:00

I learned a lesson in my life,

But I learned it the hard way.

I dont know why I used to fall in love

With the wrong kind.

Than Id suffer so much pain,

But I only had myself to blame.

Baby, you came in the nick of time

To show me love doesnt have to hurt

To feel good, its such a revelation.

With you I can be myself

I know it should

Dont have to cry,

Dont have to fight

Dont have to die

Night after night

Show me love

Doesnt have to hurt

To feel good

Thank you baby

Darling now it seems to me

Like Ive always known you

But I still shutter when I think back

On the lonely times

I used to keep al my feelings inside (deep inside)

From your eyes

I have nothing to hide

Baby, you came in the nick of time

To show me love doesnt have to hurt

To feel good, its such a revelation

With you I can be myself

I know it should

Dont have to cry,

Dont have to fight

Dont have to die

Night after night

Show me love

Doesnt have to hurt

To feel good

Thank you baby

Lying here beside you feels so fine

Talking about everything

In this heart of mine

Love doesnt have to hurt

To feel good, its such a revelation

With you I can be myself

I know it should

Dont have to cry,

Dont have to fight

And in your arms

Night after night

Show me love

Doesnt have to hurt

To feel good

Thank you baby

Sums up pretty much how I feel about relationships. :)

Windows 7 and Mcdo With friends

2009-08-10T09:16:00.000-07:00

I recently upgraded my OS from Vista to Windows 7, with much help from Seme and Marlo. I met up with them a week or so ago for the upgrade. Before that though, Raishiro and I discussed the problems that I might encounter if I change my OS to W7. It included drivers, program/game incompatability and the likes... So I was a bit worried.

I met with with Seme at Mcdonalds, missing Ate Gayle by a few minutes after she left :(. Seme introduced me to Marlo and he got down to working on my lappytop. ^_^ Marlo did awesome and took real good care of my laptop. He installed lots of cool stuff on it too!

After installation.... Tadah!!~ Here's my new Desktop. Lookie the pretty shinyness~ And it runs faster too. Thank you Seme and Marlo \^o^/

I forgot to back up my Plants Vs. Zombies save file (T_T I will have to start over) and my winamp skins so I had to download some of them again XD.

While waiting for everyone, Seme also gave me the stuff they bought for me from Singapore <3>

After a while, the rest of the peeps arrived. Ings arrived a little after me, followed by Jan, Ice and Eco and John was the last. As usual, the meet was funfun and much insanity ensued. We tested out the new os to see if all the drivers were working.... We needed the internet to check and update some of the programs and at that time it was a little hard cause Mcdo's, usually fast wifi connection is failing due to the really bad weather outside and the number of people connecting to it.

It took a while before we could connect to the net. And when we did... we bothered the first person to respond to us in YM.... *claps* Thyalla!!! \^o^/

Makati with Queenie and Revrev ^w^

2009-07-30T05:15:00.001-07:00

I should be writing a script right now for sushi but writer's block's a huge stuffy log blocking my writing juices from freely flowing through. The story's pretty nice and even @raishiro thinks its a nice idea. But on how to express the idea in actual writing is kinda difficult. I try to type it but the idea escapes me and I end up staring at an empty white page with a blinking cursor that I sometimes imagine dancing to the tune of lambada. When I try to write it on paper, the ideas come in too fast to write. My pen couldn't keep up with the thoughts that I end up with a paper and lots of random doodles and words. *pulls hair* I need to finish this!

With that aside, I went to Makati yesterday to meet Rev and Queenie for a seminar. It was awesome and I had a great time. I met a lot of new people and talking about the topics really enticed me to discuss and share ideas. I really loved the environment and I learned a lot of things, especially about management and business. I'll prolly come back for the next 2-3 sessions and finish the whole 3 modules.

Nathan, Coach Aro, Cheppie (>_<>

Coach Aro, the facilitator who handled my session was awesome. He used to work for convergys and he also loves anime and games. I saw him doodling on his drawing paper while he waited for me to finish my tests and analysis. I asked him about stuff and we got along pretty well. ^_^ It's awesome to find people who has the same interests in these fields. He likes Mechas, Anime and gaming and he's a pretty good conversationalist so it didn't feel awkward talking to him at all. I hope the next facilitator is as awesome as he was.

I also made a new friend, Nathan. Her dad's a cook and coincidentally, we wore the same top XD (hers is just white and mine is pink). We noticed it when we went for a bathroom break and she went like "OMG we have the same buttons... wait...OMG we have the same top!" ... Normally people would hate that other people are wearing the same thing but it was so cool, I didn't feel offended. XD And Nathan is so full of happy funfun~! I hope I get to see her again. :)

Another coincidence was that I met Vince there too. I didn't expect to see him there but he was. It was wicked sweet as cause he didn't recognize me at first. LOL. He waited 'til I'm done with my module and I introduced him to Rev and Queenie who were waiting for me downstairs in coffee beans. XD After that, we said goodbye to Vince and the three of us, Rev, Queenie and me, rode a taxi to the MRT.

I'm so happy to finally meet Queenie. She's uber nice and pretty. ^w^ We talked lots about our boyfriends and we can't wait to go on a double date with supi. We both had interviews last night and it was nice that she wished me good luck with mine. X3 (I wished her luck as well and I hope she bags the job)

Revrev and Queenie ^w^ ♥♥

I'll be off tomorrow to meet patrick and Melissa for the offer they told me about. I hope I bag a good deal for it so I can secure myself for October and December. X3 Kyaaaa~ I need more passive incomes. XD

Supi and I watched "I love you Man" this morning. I got up a little earlier than usual cause I heard my YM pop a message. ^_^ Lo and behold, it's my hunhun, home from his interview. I ate breakfast and he ate dinner, while we both watched the movie at the same time. I really loved the movie so much. I had fun watching it and laughing along with @raishiro when something happens.

On other, totally unrelated and irrelevant matters, I'm growing my hair back. Having long hair is okay but come summer, the heat just gets to you and you get these crazy ideas of getting a haircut. It feels good to have short hair for a while and then you realize that you find it hard to deal with when you get bad hair days. Its also irritating when you ride the jeep and the wind blows it all to your face and you can't tie it cause it's too short. So yeah, I'm growing my hair back. And supi thinks long hair suits me better... Yey! Works for me. X3

Twinkle post~ (WoW/Evo2k9/Cosfest/lovelove stuff)

2009-07-22T04:41:00.000-07:00

♪~WORLD OF WARCRAFT~♪

Taking a short break from playing WOW til patch 3.2 comes out. Figured that Raishiro was right about me spending too much time on one game, so we decided to use up all our game credits first. XD That way, I won't feel like I'm wasting money and I won't be tempted to play. Rofl. Before I used up all my credits though, I was able to accomplish most of my goals. And then when I checked the armory this morning..."FUCK I FORGOT TO PUT ENCHANTS ON MY NEW PANTS!!!." I knew I was forgetting something. So yeah...

I became a little obsessed about getting better gear and achievements in the game to surpass that other hunter *cough*contiki*cough* in the guild who kept dissing me. Another things is, I'm making the most of what I'm paying for. WoW isn't cheap and to get my money's worth, I figured that I have to experience the whole game. PVP, PVE, RAIDING, GEARING UP, the whole shebang~. Also, it would feel awkward when I meet other people who play wow and when they talk about the end game content, like raiding and bosses etc, I'd be like "...." cause I don't know shit about it. In short, I want to experience the whole game content. So far, Wow's been the best MMORPG i've ever played and it's a shame to just play it never knowing the end game or raving about it when the hype's all dead and gone. But I guess it doesn't just apply to WOW but to all games as well. It's wasting money not being able to finish what you paid for.

Raishiro and I will try out another game soon ^_^ This will probably be my first experience with that kind of game so I'm pretty excited. :3 I'll be reading up about it tonight so he won't have to explain much to me. Just waiting for it to finish downloading. *prays for more seeders*

♪~EVOLUTION2K9~♪

Raishiro got hom from Las Vegas last Sunday and I was happy to hear about what happened at EVO over the weekend. I got a little worried cause the live streaming kept going off air and the Soul Calibur matches couldn't make it on there. It's both frustrating and sad that I sat for 3 days infront of the PC watching the live stream to catch his matches and I couldn't see it because of the live stream downtime.

Anyway, I'm happy to hear from him that he won a couple of matches before he was eliminated just a little before the semi finals. We spent a few hours talking about it on skype and he sounded ecstatic, telling me about how each of his matches went. ^w^ Made me so happy to hear that he was satisfied with the result of his first tournament in the US. He showed me his t-shirt and ID freebies that he got and he told me he'll reserve the 3rd one for me if I get to visit by December :). My kokoro went doki doki~ ♥♥♥♥ (It would have been nice to be there to support him though )

XD I'll be pushing him to make that EVO blog report for the next few days before he forgets.:P

~~P.S.~~

~~Would still prefer to not hear Daigo Umehara's name for the next few~~

♪~LOVE LOVE STUFF~♪

Regarding my current romantic relationship, I can say that it's a little better now as compared to how it was a few months ago. We talked things over and I'm happy that we're working on it together. We both hope that it goes well from her and no issues would arise from what we've agreed on so far. I'm just happy that we're both learning from this.

Long distance relationships aren't to be taken lightly. I've been in a few but not as effective as my current when it comes to communication and understanding. I owe it to my partner for being so patient and understanding of my destructive nature. He's been able to help me control my ummm violent tendencies when it comes to jealousy and insecurity. ^_^;; We both promised each other certain changes to cope up with the lack of proximity. So yey us~

One thing that really touched me was, the other night, he stayed with me the whole time in a voice call despite me having my monthly menstrual cramps. He withstood all the whining and the crying and the babbling up until 4am PST. And we slept at the same time. Talking to him made me forget a bit of the pain, enough for me to sleep. From there, I realized, this is the person I love :). The person who would stick with me through thick and thin. At that moment, I can say, I was genuinely happy.

♪~COSFEST SINGAPORE~♪

I also want to share about my friend's cosplay in Singapore recently. She went to compete in the SIngapore cosplay competition as Talim from Soul calibur 4. A whole team of experts worked on her costume (i.e Vicky, Mami ket, ~~baachan~~ Ate Tere and Vica chu~). She looks so pwetty <3

More power to you Ice~ ♥
Here's a link to Seedsop's blog to read more about their experience in SIngapore's cosfest ^_^

EVO 2k Live stream (Street Fighter/ Soul Calibur)

2009-07-19T20:50:00.000-07:00

I've been staying up late for the past few days to watch the live streaming coverage of EVO2k in Las Vegas. My BF joined the Soul Calibur Tournament and I want to keep updated of the results. I was kinda disappointed that on their first day, the live streaming was down due to Monitor and internet problems but they did manage to fix it to stay on longer. However, it did not prevent the problem from recurring for the next 2 days. There would be some 2-3 hours down time and another sad thing about it is that they never updated the pool results after each match in the website so I never got to find out what happened after the first round matches. I looked for other websites and I saw another with better live chat feed. Final 8 Results were out and the following people made it to the finals.

Soul Calibur IV

Winners Bracket
Thuggish Pond
Atkinson
Cerninan
Malek

Losers Bracket
Dreamkiller
RTD
Alpha Male
Omega

Another thing is that they never seem to show the other game pools on livestream aside from streetfighter 4 and street fighter 2 HD remix. You can imagine how sick I am of hearing Daigo Umehara's name by now. They never talk about anyone else but him. If I'd have a dime for everytime they'd say his name over the mic, I can probably buy everyone in my f-list their own i-pod by now. I know he's good.... probably even exceptional, but it's sickening to hear his name over and over again. All this hype over the Japanese team kicking people's asses in both Marvel and SF is okay and all but their broadcast is beginning to be oversaturated by it. It's like seeing Kris Aquino's face on ever bilboard in EDSA. Just ugh...Another thing is that one announcer, doesn't seem to be to interested in anything else but himself as a former/still a player of SF and the neckties his GF made him with silkscreened toons of SF. -__- (awwwww sweeet)

Street Fighter IV

Winners Bracket

Justin Wong

Daigo Umehara

Ed Ma

Eduardo Perez

Losers Bracket

Ricky Ortiz

Takashi Hukushi

Sanford Kelly

Shady K

Super Street Fighter II Turbo: HD Remix

Winners Bracket
John Choi
Afro Legends
Thelo
David Sirlin

Losers Bracket
Graham Wolfe
Damdai
Alex Valle
Sin

Marvel vs. Capcom 2

Winners bracket
Justin Wong
Bill W
Sanford Kelly
Mad Boo Face

Losers Bracket
Smooth Viper
Yipes
Soo
Jay Son

One SFIV first day, guy who goes by " The Filipino Champion" (or Ryan XD) was on fire. He climbed to the top of the pools with his Dhalsim but from what I heard, he was taken down along the matches. I was hoping he'd also get in the final 8 but yeah, I don't think he did. :<

P.S.

Don't ask me who their characters are cause I'm also searching for answers from people who were there. -_-

*throws in a random shot of kayane for more views* >_>

photos taken from: Kara / 8wayrun XD

P.S.

MALEK won... SCIV

Webcam funfun x WoW

2009-07-16T17:30:00.000-07:00

Ahhh It's raining hard outside. It's been going on since yesterday and it's become quite cold. Brrr One of those times that's best spent with your special someone warm and cozy, snuggled up on the couch, eating chips and watching movies. How I wish I could spend it that way XD. Knowing the kind of "sap" (quoting him XP) that I am, I'd find a way to spend it with him as much as possible anyways. Hahahahahaha... no I mean, srsly I would.

♪~WEBBY CAM~♪

If I can't have him over, then the next best thing was bring the rabu rabu to him. So I waited for him to wake up, greeted him good morning and spent all morning virtually cuddling (whatever that means XD) and making goggly eyes at him on my webcam. LOL

The night before, we spent 2 hours talking and laughing on voice call. Just making it a little fun before he leaves for EVO today. He's competing in a Soul Calibur 4 Tourney in Las Vegas and I want him to leave in good spirits. Though a little conflicted on which character he'd use for the tourney, I ensured him that whichever he chooses, I'd be here to support him all the way. (But actually, when he asked me which he should use, I was a little biased :P I tried to persuade him a bit to use Yoshimitsu. But then again, out of 150+ competitors, there's bound to be tons of other yoshimitsu users out there too XD So I ended up leaving the decision to him again rofl. Yahoo GF support!). I hope he sees swoozie or Jamal there \^o^/.

Gambatte hunhun! *cheers* OSU~!!!!!

♪~WORLD OF WARCRAFT~♪

Anyways, we both agreed to transfer to Bonechewer server when we come back. He says he miss PVP servers and I feel like trying out something new. I still don't know how to do arena and I think I owe it to myself to try to maximize the game experience :) We both felt that our current PvE aussie server is a little too stagnant anyways so we both think its best to move to a better server with better raid hours. My Singaporean and Maldivian friends are nice but when they talk on vent, not a sentence mentioned would lack "lah" and it gets irritating at some point. I don't mind them speaking their native language but it makes it hard to distinguish when they're speaking their language and when they're speaking in english. ;_;

so anyways, here are my goals in WoW:

~~1. Get to level 80~~
~~2. Gear up for raiding~~
~~3. Get Epic flying skill~~ (^o^) Thanks to my hunhun for donating 5k XD
~~4. Get a mechano hog~~ (technically I helped Raishiro get his. I cbf to get my own for 14k XD)
5. Get a Netherwing drake
6. Get the red proto drake
~~7. Get the green proto drake~~
8. Get Time lost proto drake (>_> more like time wasting proto drake tbh)
9. Get 50 Mounts (albino drake!!!!)
10. Get violet proto drake next year
11. Finish EoE within 6 Mins
~~12. Get champion of the frozen wastes title~~
13. Heroic fall of Naxxramas - Saph and KT left In progress
14. Heroic champion of Ulduar
15. Do all of the above in a PVP server - In progress
16. Level an alliance toon to 80 and do all of the above
17. Get geared for Arena
18. Arena team with Raishiro/kulotz (Kulotz is optional lol)

Lol we went on a short date in-game before he left :P

Cleaning out my closet

2009-06-26T22:46:00.001-07:00

"You think you know me
But I’m changing all the time
Cause if I wanna be sweet, if I wanna be wild
If I wanna cry like a child
If I pick up the world, it’s a ball in my hand
I guess that’s just who I am"
-Skye Sweetnam

There's a reason why I hate cleaning my closet.

I'm a very sentimental junk hippie and I keep a lot of stuff in a box in my closet. So when I clean it and the junk falls on me, I take time to reminisce the memory that each piece gave me. It's like having a 5 min flashback for every single piece of item in the box. I started cleaning my closet at 4pm and finished at 1am. (I blame it from the colorful vivid flashbacks). I realized that I collect a lot of junk (e.g. Tissue paper I named, receipts from meals with friends/

raishiro

, Bottle caps that I found cute, and chicken feathers o_o) And my mom stressed that I have to get rid of some of them or she'll do it for me.

So.....Mom and I hauled all the stuff I didn't need and threw them in a plastic bag. It was sad to see them go but they had to. I stapled all the receipts and placed them in a brown envelope. And the rest of the stuff went to the small box. I arranged them neatly according to their color and date acquired. I think I need to make a scrap book instead of keep them in a box. :/

I looked at the things that I kept in my closet for the past year, it made me ponder on the things that changed. It's like looking at a whole plurk timeline from the past year, marking the changes I've gone through. My shift of interest, priorities, peers, and opinions about things are just some of what I have there. But it gave me an idea on who I was during that time.

Anyways, I still kept some stuff in my closet. I just hope same goes for the people who gave them to me. :)

*:--☆--:*:--☆:*:--☆--:*:--☆--:*:--☆--:*:--☆:*:--☆--:*:--☆--:*:--☆--:*:--☆:*:--☆--:*:--☆--:

While I was at it, I also arranged my work area so it would look a tad bit more organized (^_~ LIKE I ACTUALLY USE IT). My drawing pads, coloring materials, ~~voodoo dolls~~, pens and pencils, arranged above it leaving me a wide open space in the middle for doodling. :3

Talking to stilz about his drawings and seeing his work kinda inspires me to go and make some of my own. I'll probably start on it tomorrow. :)

My work area XD

I'll see Transformers 2 later tonight. :3

WoW Bunnies!

2009-03-19T09:29:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I last wrote something in my LJ/or any of my blogs for that matter. I still remember back then, when I wouldn't let a day pass without writing an entry or two. I got tired of posting badly written entries with horrendous grammar I guess.

Right now I'm addicted to an online game, World of Warcraft. I started last December when raishiro bought me a subscription as an early christmas present to go with my new laptop. I've heard about the lore and story from him before but I never thought that actually playing a part in it, through the game, was actually exciting. In a month or so, Both our characters reached Level 80 and got ourselves geared for Heroics and raiding. It was an interesting experience cause you don't level up grinding monster kills but from the chunk of XP you get from quests.

My first day in WoW ^_^

Our lowbie Days :)

Xmas event (dancing in booty bay)

The game does hold a lot of interesting content, from choosing your race, class and spec, to leveling professions and secondary skills. They also have a unique option of selling called "auction house" where you can leave our things to be sold and the payments would be recieved from the mail. Imo, it makes things a lot easier than the way I remember my merchant days in Ragnarok. XD Leaving your character in Prontera for hours waiting for someone to come by and purchase your goods isn't exactly fun when you could be out levelling. But that was way back, I don't know if it's still the same. >_<

Petshop in Dalaran

Another thing I liked about the game is the mechanics of raids and instances. I don't know how exactly but from how i've experienced it, you have to be on the same party for you to see players inside each dungeon. Loots have 2 options, which need and greed and rolling options if there's more than one person in the party who needs it. *nod* *nod* Fair is fair ^_^ But my roll luck is prolly the worst in history. I can't count the times I rolled 1 out of 100 for high level amor. XD It's a bit sad when a

So far, I'm really enjoying the game, especially now that we're raiding status. ^_^

Hang out session with

raishiro

and

geffen

I'm in the process of collecting my T7 set for hunters its a huge pain to get them chanted and gemmed. And who would have thought that balancing stats were this hard when gearing up >_< argh.

We tried to do 10 man EoE the other day. we only got as far as phase 2, killing scions. I hope we have better luck the next time we try :(

And lastly, I wanna share....

BUNNIES!!!

clumzy angel and clumzy turtle ^O^

P.S.

Before an Obsidian Sanctum run, while waiting to be summoned, I noticed this guy in the corner and started to stalk and follow him. :3. Strange hobby this Human Deathknight has....Strange hobby.

He kept running away from me T^T

2008-11-26T06:21:00.000-08:00

This was 2 months ago... again, just backtracking cause blogger failed on me.

WARNING: IMAGE HEAVY POST

Contents:
1. Anniversary Dinner
2. New Job
3. verjill's bday
4. Anniversary gift
5. New work

Well, a lot of things have happened int he past month. To start with things, raishiro and I just celebrated our 2nd year Anniversary. It seems like it was only yesterday when we started going out. I don't want to mention the things we've been through, but all I can say is that, we've been through plenty already. We still have a lot of room for improvements but we're both getting there. Whats making this hard though is that, we still have another obstacle coming. I just hope that I'm strong enough to withstand it.

For our Anniversary, we ate at Nihon Bashitei~ in Makati. I picked him up from Paseo and we walked to the place. We passed by kink cake and this was what I saw. It's a Wall-E cake! ^_^ Yep. And right behind him is a stand filled with Sextoys. Why? It's Kink cakes after all.

Walle-E Cake

Once there, we went in, got seats and ordered some items on the Menu. We've been meaning to go to the place since last year. Khursten celebrated her birthday here and raishiro told me that they had good ramen. I liked the place. It was cozy and the idea of having mini rooms for meetings looked fun.

I noticed a few things that night. One of these things I noticed about the place, were the Japanese Sake bottles placed high up in the cupboard over the customers in the counter area. I found it fun watching them reach for it when somebody ordered it. Also, I was amused watching the Japanese guy in the corner getting drunk and looking pretty depressed. And it kinda amused me how people kept yelling Irrashai over and over again in Filipino accent.XD

While waiting for our order, I asked him to open his gifts. ^_^

A new keyboard and cadbury chocolate nomnoms >_<

Then we ate these :

After dinner, we walked backed to greenbelt to buy books/comics from Powerbooks before going home. After that I fell in a sort of slump. I thought/felt that there was something missing in the relationship. Which later on, proved to be mostly because of PMS. >_> DEMN YOU PMS! Such curse on female kind!

After that, I felt unsatisfied with work, slowly, after the reshuffling of teams. My new team lead is a two-face placed in the body of a hot booby sexy woman. She's too strict despite the fact that I give her good stats. I started skipping work and applied to John's company.

The application took only half a day but it was nerve wrecking and I never thought that I had to experience Internet explorer 6 in the test. Being a loyal Mozilla user for two years now, I've totally forgotten how to use it. Also, the floor where we took the application exams had the temperature of the arctic circle. What's worse, the waiting seats were all metal. My poor butt froze and felt numb for a while. I also chanced to see Eco there. He dropped by after training to wish me luck on my application. I spent the whole afternoon telling myself that life Isn't that cruel to fail me while playing snake non-stop on my cellphone.

I passed and they told me that I'll be asked to go back October 6 for training, but they took it back and asked me to report to work immediately the coming Monday. John went to work early and we celebrated the event by eating Lamb steak and potato salad. ^_^

John's shake ^_^

After that, I went to work and that was the last they saw of me. The very next day, I met up with friends in Trinoma for verjill's birthday eat-out. She treated us to pepper steak and there I met another corn soup that made my heart skip a beat. XD After lunch, we moved to coffee beans and started chatting. Accross our seats were a couple of gay people in a meeting.

Friends ^_^

Corn Soup [^_^]

Gay People o_O

That was also the same day raishiro gave me his anniversary gift. I was actually thinking that it would be a dancing wall-e toy or something edible. But I got something better.

Raishiro's anniversary gift ^_^

This gift totally eliminated my idle moments and people skills. I spend my time playing games on this baby than socializing with real people at work. XD And it also saves me from the walking LEVEL UP FUCKTARD I attend training with. Yay!

As of last Wednesday, I am officially and legitimately resigned from my previous company. After all the fuck that I had to put up with, I'm finally free. But, for a moment there, I actually thought they wouldn't let me. They tried to stop me from resigning. I had to lie my way out just for them to sign my exit papers. I hate having to do those things, but in this circumstance, it was necessary. It felt like a do or die thing. I went there 4:30am, got out at around 6:30, teary-eyed and happy. "FREEDOM! GET!!"

I'm starting work now in a new company. I'm still in training but I'm hoping this company wouldn't let me down as much as my previous one did.

Some of my current officemates

WCG

2008-11-26T06:10:00.000-08:00

-Lol. This was weeks ago. XD But I'm posting them now cause blogger was screwy last time >_<

Last weekend was fun for both Supi and I. Saturday we went to Enchanted Kingdom and Sunday; we competed in WCG Soul Calibur Tourney.

I slept over at Supi’s place last Friday and we woke up real early the next day to pick up Seme, john, Jill and Ranulf at market Market. They were chatting, sitting outside Mcdo when Supi and I found them. We didn’t stay long and went our merry way to EK.

Along the way, I noticed a van behind ours. I was in the middle of a sentence when I noticed that they were doing some pretty gay moves. I can’t help it. I had to pause. I pointed at the van and they saw that at the back, the van have passengers were raising their arms waving them like a bunch of queen fan rockers, but in a very gay, swayish manner. I dunno how to place it into words but if we see each other and you happen to remember this part of my entry, I can most gladly demonstrate it for you.

Pretty soon, Ranulf realized that it was his friend Rick on the passenger seat of the van behind us. They were heading to pansol. They waved at us and in turn we gave them our wavy hellos. Ta-dun!

It wasn’t long after that, when we arrived at Sta. Rosa’s famed theme park. We were still a bit early so we bought tickets and waited for our turn to enter. We were already near the entrance when we saw that the space shuttle ride would be closed for the day for maintenance. It was sad news but there were other rides that we can take. Our first stop was the roller skater. It’s like a mini roller coaster ride. It was short but fun.

Next stop was the bump and splash ride. It’s basically like you’re regular bump car only that it’s on water. I would have fully enjoyed it, if it weren’t for the fact that I was wearing a skirt and the idea of spreading my legs isn’t exactly the most comfortable position at that moment. And the machine/engine was made of metal. And it hurts when the hot metal frame touches my skin. We also rode the Ferris wheel. It looked pretty different from how I remember it 11 years back.

They were also showing Lego racers in realito. We waited in line but after the whole thing, we felt quite disappointed. It wasn’t as good as I remember it back when they were still showing Indiana Jones. XD

We also rode Jungle Log Jam. And I’m not sure if I’m willing to share our picture here. I could be risking another 11 long years worth of humiliation. XD Getting them printed took some time. But in the end, it was pretty much worth our two cents.

And then there was raging rapids…*stop*

After that, we went to dry ourselves at flying fiesta. It wasn’t enough so we paid another extra 40 to watch Pirates 4d. It was a fun experience actually. It was my first time watching a movie with 3d glasses and stuff randomly coming out of nowhere. It helped a lot in drying my clothes. XD

After that we decided to separate. John and I to the Ferris Wheel, Ranulf wants to ride the ATV karts and Supi, jill and seme wants to give flying fiesta another go. But as soon as the last 3 left, we noticed that the space shuttle was open already. John immediately dialled out t the three to inform them. They went back so we can line up. Ranulf and Supi stayed behind. The line was long. I think it took us about a good 20-30 mins to get on but the ride itself is just about 1:20 mins long. My only gripe about the whole thing is that my chest hurts from the handle bars but otherwise I’m cool with it. It even helped dry my clothes from the raging rapids ride.

It was our last ride for the day. After that, we embarked towards the entrance and took some last photos by the carousel before leaving the park.

I learned a few things from this experience.

1. Put your change of clothes in a sealed plastic so it would not get wet.

2. Do not schedule theme park trips when you’re expecting your monthly visit

3. Bring more people next time ^_^ the more the many-er

We got home late. Around 11:30, I think it was. There was supposed to be an SC session but it didn’t pull through. The tournament for WCG is tomorrow so Supi popped in the SC CD in his xbox and instructed me to practice. He taught me some points that I always miss when I get my dose of ass kickin from him and Coke. It took me some time before I can grasp some stuff. He went to bed ahead of me so I used the arcade mode to practice with AI. I still got my ass kicked =_=.

The next morning, I was greeted by the happy sunshine and supi telling me to wake up. I went back to bed. I know this is one of my bad habits but sleep is my bestfriend, next to merienda and luls.

I woke up again and prepared for Moa at around 8:30/9 ish. We left and arrived at moa shortly but couldn’t find the place. If it weren’t for the netopia dude, we wouldn’t have made it in time for registration.

We met the others near or at the venue. It was all good but the only shock factor there was “Jake Anchores” in the reg list. How in God’s name?! It was later revealed that Paeng used Jake’s name as a pseudonym for himself. It took me a while before I could register. I was having second thoughts because I was supposed to meet people at LU live as well.

*insert Guitar hero event details here* blah blah blah ENNNNNGKK!

The actual tourney started at around 4:30. From 12:30 ‘til that time, the organizers prized the guitar hero tournament with only 6 players. When it was finally our turn to start, they cancelled practice matches. That means, once you sit there, select your character, you’re in your main battle already. And this is single elimination too. All in all there were 41 competitor. 1 of which, disappeared. My match should have been with Paeng. But since there was once guy who went MIA, he and Supi ended up as their first match. My opponent was Kilik. -_- Great. After 2 rounds, I lost. My fault entirely. >_>

But I have to say that it was fun. Sure, it was nerve wrecking but it was fun. I would like to congratulate the guys who joined. Lalong lalo na kay Jake. Kakaiba ka. You’re really something else.

Salamat din kay THE Ateneo, kay CLAAAAW, Kay kilik na ayaw makipag shake hands sakin at kay Teneneneng for providing the lols for the day. Salamat din kay Scytherage kahit hindi mo ako kilala.

You're watching WCGTV GAY MON!

One saturday afternoon

2008-11-22T05:53:00.000-08:00

Today's Hero con and komikon. I was supposed to meet up with friends in Tiendesitas today to have some good ol' bonding session but due to my current circumstance, I had to stay at home. I hope my friends had fun at both events though. ^_^ I can't wait to see pictures.

My fever went away this morning, but my temperature has yet to stabilize. I couldn't go to raishiro's today either since parents demand that I do not go out for a while. -_- But they always leave me at home alone...Well, they usually leave me food anyways so I'm fine I guess. My only fear right now is that I might run out of tissue while they're out. LOL

Raishiro dropped by this afternoon to take care of me. I had my dose of 3S today; Supi, Solmux, sushi. Yep. Supi brought me a whole bilao of sushi. We ate them together and he had me lie down in bed to rest. He stayed with me as I slept after chugging down half a bottle of cough syrup. It's sad though, I have to see him leave early cause he has errands to do. But he bought me a few packs of Milo and soup to make me feel better and that means a lot to me. *huggles supi*

Last night, GM nii chan said something about Lorie going ero... I felt a little crazy so I attempted to make an ero- Lorie sketch. XD I has no scanner so I just took a quick pic of it... But I'm planning to fix it more...Too bad the striped panzu isn't visible. XD

This is ero lorie attempt 1 and 2. I know they're not good but, I worked to get the ero effect... T^T But I only got as far as ecchi. >_<

One cold saturday morning....A cat realizes the importance of waking up early.

2008-11-02T17:45:00.000-08:00

This is one of those mornings when a lazy cat like myself would like to just swim under the covers and hide from the morning sun. The thin rays of light that pass through my glass jalousie windows poke my eyelids open, telling me to wake up. But the cold drafty air of the coming season seems to strap me back to bed and urges me to cuddle my pillows giving me the dreamy image of my special someone, sleeping beside me. MY mind soon starts to wander in a short shallow dream of him and me walking, talking, laughing and enjoying every moment. I smile and think to myself if only this could go on. But the thought of him leaving never changed to anything heart loosening. It's still depressing. As these emotions mix in my heart and my head, a thought, like a passing neighbor saying hi, went by.

PUTANG INA 10 AM NA?!!!!!!!!

WCG TV 9am Studio 23......coverage ng WCG TV soul calibur and guitar hero tournament!!!! T_T

☆Figma 鏡音レン☆

2008-09-23T23:32:00.000-07:00

☆Figma 鏡音レン☆

卓上に広がる歌声♪パワフルシンガーfigma鏡音レン。
本体サイズ : 全高：約140mm
(C)Crypton Future Media, Inc.ALL RIGHTS RESERVED
Shipping Weight: 10 g
Shipping: this item can not be shipped outside Japan
Release Date: 2008/10/25
Date first available at Amazon.com: 2008/9/1
Amazon.co.jp Sales Rank: #43 in Toys and Hobbies (See Bestsellers in Toys and Hobbies)
BY: Max Factory (The same makers of IdolM@ster Figma ^o^)

^_^ Xmas wishlist 1!

MISSING PERSON: JESSA

2008-09-18T21:16:00.000-07:00

I got this from Rina. Her Bf's sister went missing. I'm just posting this to help. I hope if any of you guys have any info, you could share it with them. Of all the things I am afraid of happening to my own family is missing a member. Especially with the spreading rumors of people who do business with human vital organs nowadays... Please repost so we can spread the news faster.

Reposted from Jade's (rina's bf ) DA:

DA Friends,(Philippines)
PLEASE HELP ME.....
I came home to my old house this morning Sep. 19 7:00am to bring my laundry ..... then my mother said that my sister Jessa was missing since Tuesday, Sept. 16..... all of her friends and her boyfriend is looking for her and all of her 3 cellphones cannot be contacted .....
Please help us find her .......

if you happen to spot her in any of your hangouts please give me the information here in my number 09202214153 (since i still don't have an internet connection i can only be contacted through this)

here is her photo

any information will be greatly appreciated,

thanks guys......

and if you will all be so kind as to post this message in your accounts it will be a great help

2008-09-18T10:18:00.000-07:00

Your result for Which Vampire the Masquerade Clan Are You?...

The Degenerate Artiste {Toreador}

1 Assamite, 8 Brujah, 7 Gangrel, 14 Malkavian, 1 Nosferatu, 16 Toreador, 1 Tremere, 9 Ventrue, 6 Lasombra, 3 Tzimisce, 5 Setites, 3 Giovanni and 10 Ravnos!

The Toreador are a clan of sensuality. Possessed of a supernatural artistic ability and a charm all their own, the vampires of clan Toreador are both envied and hated. They tend to range from deep and sensitive artistes to loud and extravagant extroverts. Toreadors see the depth in every action and the beauty in every move, to the point of utter entrancement. They find beauty in tragedy and tend to idealize their world. The suffering artist, the gallery gazelle and the utter indulgant are all common Toreador themes. Any of these could be you.

For you to be a Toreador means that you see beyond the mundane and glimpse something truly wonderous. You tend to feel misunderstood and sometimes alone as others don't seem to feel or see things as deeply as you do. The narrowminded will try to label you but you truly cannot be labeled. However, in the scheme of being undead you will find your passions will fade or become frustrating. Also, in the world of true survival you're no maverick. If the weight of a person were to be judged by the soul then you would be platinum, however and utterly unrivaled.

Take Which Vampire the Masquerade Clan Are You? at HelloQuizzy

2008-09-17T02:09:00.001-07:00

♡♥♪ ☆~初音ミク's Paradise ~☆♪♥♡

(๑￫ܫ￩๑)

♥PLURK♥♥PLURK♥

2008-08-04T00:16:00.000-07:00

♥PLURK♥

Lessee..So far out of the 12 I've invited to plurk, I have 11 people enjoying the glory of plurking. XD

Plurk gets more responses in a shorter period of time. I never thought 140 characters can express a whole thought this efficiently. Not to mention the unlimited good fun fun that it brings us. I have Supi , Ate rotch, Ate rael and Ate Jill to thank for introducing me to Plurk. XD

XD So far, I have these people in my f-list.

Ate Rael - 3GmBrain
Vicachu - arsonista
Jake - geffen
Jennifer oneechama - Hagumi
Zae - Hitokiri_Recca
victor - ings
Ate Jill - jiruchan
Josyn - kanae
katben - Katchan
khursten - khursten
mameh Lalie - laliepop
Maan chu - lhyriance
Ate rotch - magnetic_rose
Adz - menismastah
Pat - patchya
Shin - ragingchaosgod
Supi - raishiro
Kang imouto - readymadestar
Rizza sabaw - rizzareformed
Kel - ryokuzen
John - seedsop
Sephiroth - sephiroth
Saki - Shakti
Monkeybuttinhaler - slapmehappy
Xandra - StrawberryChainsaw
Ate tere - ushuaia
Matt Nii nii - xtraryce
Zynnie - zynchyan

Please to be joining us? Click on the linky here and register>>>> LINK

This is what plurk looks like, if you're curious. :3

Life and Death

2008-07-24T21:51:00.000-07:00

DEATH

I just recently learned that endlessnami's grandma passed away. U_U My condolences nee chan. I'll pray for her safe passing.

I love my grandmother too. True that sometimes she can be heartless and inconsiderate but throughout college, she supported me and gave me all the things I needed and more. I regret that I was too weak to reach the goal on time but I will in due time. Though we fight and we argue about the most trivial things, I never made it a point to make her feel that I hated her or disliked her. I always tell her that she's great and that I look up to her. I want to do this because I don't want to take time and life for granted.

Life is a very delicate and fragile light that each of us holds and should keep. We can only have it for a while so we might as well enjoy it while it lasts. True that its sad that there will come a time that we would all pass but that doesn't mean its the end. We will never know what journey lies beyond each passing, it would be a new adventure. Not just for those who left, but also for those who remain.

LIFE

I wrote this at work after what I saw on my way to work. Special thanks to Jake for sending it to me YM cause our office sucks with all the shitty internet blocks.

It's sad to see a pregnant woman turn out this way.. I feel sorry for the baby and so much hatred towards her, her parents and the guy who screwed her. The kid does not deserve this crap. I can only hope that the kid could still be born and grow up safe, happy and loved in the future... even if it means growing up in the care of others.

I saw a pregnant girl hitting rugby by the mall at 10 pm . She's dancing, crouching, jumping and to me it looks like she's trying to kill her baby.

Watching her suffocated the woman in me. I wanted to reach out and help her but I couldn't. The perplexed feeling of not being able to do anything still lingered like an annoying itch that I couldn't scratch.

I was on my way to work late last night. The public jeepney that I was on stopped by the nearby mall to wait for passengers taking their trip home from either work or a night of fun. It’s normal for me to see, at this hour, tired faces and slouched figures of those who are ready to go home after a day's hard work. As for me, I would only be on my way to work at this hour after a whole day's worth of sleep. I am a vampire as my brother's would coin me. I worked at night and slept through daylight

My eyes stared far outside waiting for the vehicle to move along so I too can be on my way. I never liked being late for work cause that’s pay deduction. So I centered my thoughts on the itinerary of my engagements for the coming weekend instead. The jeepney wasn't moving. The driver was bent on getting passengers other than the 3 of us. I slowly grew restless

I looked back at the driver and outside subsequently to check if at any time soon, it will be moving. I do this out of habit whenever I grew impatient. It was when I looked outside that my eyes chanced to lay on the figure of a girl, just about my age or younger, standing. Her fair complexion is well complimented by the darkness of the night. Her long hair, pulled back and tied behind her in a neat pony tail, showed her face clearly. She wore a pink tank top covered slightly by a trendy jacket worn mostly by kids nowadays and short shorts that shows her beautiful set of legs. No doubt about that. I noticed that something was different about her and that’s beside the fact that she was pretty.

A jeep was passing by, since it rained pretty hard earlier that night, there were puddles by by the street sides. She moved back a bit to make way for the incoming jeepney behind ours and in doing so her feet ended up immersed in a puddle. I found it weird that she didn't seem to mind and I then noticed that she was clutching something in her palm, holding it closely to her nose. I had my hunches but didn’t really pay any mind. Then I also noticed a bulge in her shirt. She was pregnant. She got a bit close to the jeep that I smelled the contents of the bottle. I could not mistake the smell for any other.

I grew up in a neighborhood where my house is just a few blocks away from a slipper factory. They use rugby to put the footwear together and I can smell the rugby whenever I would pass by going to and fro my house and school. She was hitting rugby. The street was close to being bare if it weren't for the young lads helping out the jeeps haul in commuters and the commuters going home.

She started acting funny after a while and rubbing her tummy pushing it back. Some gestures suggested that, to me indicated that she didn't want the baby. She crouched and danced and tried to push in the bulge in her stomach area. Some concerned girl even told her off saying that it wasn't good for the baby and she moved away but still kept on doing the same thing, still sniffing the contents of the tiny bottle she was clutching in her hand

My tummy cringed, it’s as if I felt that the baby in her tummy was inside me and it wasn't very happy. I felt dizzy and depressed. I didn't know if it was pity that I felt or disgust. I wanted to help out. I swore to myself that the instance I see a policeman, I would go down the jeep and point her out, not to get her in trouble, but with the intention of helping her. They can take her home and keep her away from the rugby. And take care of the child.

A lesbian passenger who seemed to notice me watching the girl started to talk to me about it. “nakita mo rin yun?” (“Did you see that?”) I nodded and her face showed me the same feeling that I have in my tummy. I wanted to help the girl. She was already on a high. The butch stopped me from going down to assist the lady telling me. “Kasalanan din nila yan. Mahirap nang tumulong minsan ikaw pa ang masama” (It’s their fault also. Sometimes helping will only make it worse).

It wasn’t long before the Jeeps started moving. I didn’t go down to help her. I didn’t do anything. I just sat there minding the feeling in my tummy. I just listened to the musings of a “concerned” person sitting beside me. I watched her as the jeepney moved farther and father away, watched until she grew small from the distance.

I feel sick.

And regarding the previous entry, the boy was found already:
(see link for video)

Please lend a helping hand: Abducted boy in Festival mall

2008-07-23T23:06:00.000-07:00

Please lend a helping hand: Abducted boy in Festival mall

repost from : http://melquita.multiply.com/photos/album/348/HELP_My_Nephew_Was_Abducted
(click link for pictures of the boy)

My pamangkin, Kuya Ken's son Matthew, where we took the other half of the business namesake was abducted last night at Festival Mall in Alabang.

Name: Matthew" Chu-chu" David Samudio
Age: 3 Years Old, Can barely speak straight.
Address: 16 guyabano st umali rd. summitville subdivision putatan muntinlupa city 1770

He was last seen at Tom's World Arcade in Festival Mall Alabang, around 8pm yesterday July 22, 2008 wearing Green Checkered Polo, Maong pants and Green Mr. Bean Slippers.

When we reviewed the surveillance camera in said mall, there was this chubby impoverished looking girl around 12-13 years old wearing a dirtied pink top with floral design and a reddish jogging pants who summoned my nephew and then whispered something to him, then my pamangkin who is very "bibo" readily took her hand as they went out of the said premises.

Guys, I need your help with this, if you know people in the media, police or government agency who might be able to HELP us locate my nephew, I'm begging you, please, please help us. Or at the very least, please pass this message to as many people as possible, who knows where the abductors might have taken him... Matthew is a very sickly kid, he rarely eats unless his yaya feeds him and he was about to have an operation for fluid in his right testis.

If there are any news or lead that can locate my nephew, please help us... Sobrang kawawa ang pamangkin ko, who knows how they are treating him...I dont want this thing happening to any kid so please help my nephew. PLEASE. You can contact my brother at 0923-638-4632.

Thank you so much and God Bless you!

Zero no Tsukaime Princess no rondo kira kira ON!

2008-07-08T18:48:00.000-07:00

I Just saw the first ep of Zero no Tsukaime Princess no rondo. Its a bout time its been a few months since the last one ended. ^_^ Its good to see Louise again. She's just too adorable.

I don't want to spoil it for those who haven't seen the first episode yet. However to give you an idea on what to expect, the episode will continue on from where it left off in season 2. ^_^

I have high expectations for this season since this involves the character who brought saito back to life in the previous season, not to mention the rumored panty shot barrage. I will not miss that for the world. :P

<<<---- Panty shot

And tiem fer some classics. One of my friends from elementary found my friendster. Its been almost 10 years since we last saw each other. She and her brother are now staying with their parents in Japan. I forgot how the whole conversation went that we actually ended up talking about these shows. I used to remember watching them in betamax/vhs back then. Her brother used to keep a whole collection and their mom would just throw us a bag of chocolates in a room with a TV. Its so nostalgic.

Dinosaucers
Mighty Orbots
Voltron
Heman
Shera
Ewoks
Mighty Mouse
Mr. Bogus
Tranformers
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Saber Riders
Shazam

Sad that we didn't see each other before they left. T_T I miss you Leslie...

SPECIAL STAGE MADE IT OFFICIAL

2008-07-06T18:19:00.000-07:00

Girls generation Pwnd wonder girl's ass(essessesesesesesesXinfinity) HAHAHAHA (Click here for moar info)

:3 I love my SNSD girl's genration MP3s...

YOU IS WINNAR!

All Kpop reported on how SNSD kicked WG's ass last Friday. While the americans celebrated 4th of July, we SNSD fans also celebrated in glory from the victory that SNSD earned when they performed WG's "Tell me" on special stage. Imo, they did it better than how WG originally performed it. Compared to WG's futile attempt to look cute by singing "Kissing you," I think SNSD did pretty well, pwning the contender's asses(seseseseseseses LOL). I was a bit doubtful at first since SNSD has never done rap for as far as I can remember but they did it pretty well, singing "Tell me."

Watching the performance in HD 120mb vids makes it clearer that SNSD is truly the victor in this challenge.

I don't want to say this really but, I can't help but notice that WG's "Kissing you" outfits look cheap. >_>Nope lollipops didn't save them.

xblarg

2008-07-06T14:14:00.000-07:00

Destiny must really hate me so much. But then again, there is still a work-around for most problems. Mine is just a little ... I dunno... Impossible? GAH! Yaoi con is just around the corner and we have to get things going. Real time confirmation is needed for me to move. Also, the con is scheduled, plans are plotted already and timeline is my only problem right now... of course I need help and advice regarding some stuff...

Also, I talked to my beloved

roaring_sheep

. And I only have one question....Why the hell did fate drift you off to Hawaiii???? T_T I was looking forward to going to this year's yaoi con with everyone...*sad* You are therefore required to bring me home a nice little hula boy when you come back! :( *shakes sushi repeatedly*

I need to talk to people, namely,

enigmaraziel

and

ushuaia

. We're going to make our yaoi con this year an unforgettable one for our little skittle family. ^_~ And no, I will not sell

ushuaia

to some random salary man to earn extra cash for that. (hihihihi :3 Carlolo/

hanatoko88

will hulk smash me XD )

Oh yeah, I finally saw the first episode of Antique Bakery. XD Haha YU-CHAN!!!!!! *glomp* Demonic charm works on me and am not gay. Blinding gay pawaa! :3

Also, I heard that there was an earthquake. o_o I didn't feel it though. >_< I might have been too busy watching Get Smart where our beloved Masi Oka is exhibited some nifty geeky moves. XD The movie didn't fail me. It even revived my ultimate Heroes Pairing! It was a huge surprise for me to see his love interest in the movie. Not to mention the fact that seeing Masi Oka in a nipple shirt made me squeal with Joy.

<<<<<--- CHUNK OF GEEKY JOY!!!!

Dear girls,

We might have to put our little treat for next year due to some schedule conflicts that will arise in the late quarter of the year. I also have a few surprises in store...^_~ You know I love you...

Love,
Cheps

P.S.

Eiva girls,

I'll be posting stuff and polls in the Comm. I hope you could drop by and give your answers once its up. :3

Weekend with friends ^_^

2008-06-30T04:42:00.000-07:00

After meeting strawberrychain @ ATC, we went on a convoy to her house. I met a lot of nice new people and also saw some familiar faces. ^_^ And stryderranulf showed us his code geass figure that he chanced to buy in Hongkong... Here's a goofy picture of it... XD It just had to happen. He has girly hands!

We had fun reading through her pron stash and her gothic lolita bibles. XD And there was awesome food too! Lemme show joo pics yes:

A box from straberrychain's ~~pron stash~~ stuff

The cake is not lie!!!

Peanut butter jelly time!

Click here for moar Pics

Xandra, thanks for inviting us to your lovely party ^_^ *hugs* And introducing me to a dog who doesn't bark at me or bite me... :3 Cheppie loves your doggy.

We left the party rather late and went to Eric's ^_^ Eric's celebrating his bday with his dad it seems so we stayed indoors to eat pancit and watch mtv movie awards. After that, since fight quest was on, they watched on. As for me, I was poofed and contracting shrimp allergies/dizzy. I slept... >_< I didn't know if I was drooling already or what. I'm so ashamed. T_T I'm sorry....

The next day, after pacquiao won, we went to Galle to meet with the SC peeps. ^_^ Lol although halfway, I was tempted to play Audition in a nearby cafe, its a bad addiction I tell ya. XD I posted the pics up and the vids in Multiply.

Click here for Album
Click here for videos:
Ard's Ivy
Setsuka Vs. Yun seong

For Jake

Anime Alphabet

2008-06-01T19:54:00.001-07:00

Anime Alphabet:

A- amu (Shugo Chara)

B- Bancho (Gate keepers)

C- Clow reed (Card Captor Sakura)

D- D (Dual)

E- Eroda (Chobits)

F- Fou Lafine (BTX)

G- Gon Freecs (Hunter X Hunter)

H- Honey Sempai (Ouran high School host club)

I- Ikuto (Shugo Chara)

J- Jeanne (kamikaze kaitou jeanne)

K- kazune (kamichama karin)

L - Lime (Saber Marionette J)

M- Mamoru Chiba (Sailormoon)

N - Naito (Zettai Kareshi)

O - Oolong (Dragon Ball Z)

P - Pete Pumps (Ginban Kaleidoscope)
Q - Q (Aya Shino Ceres)

R - Renge (Ouran high School host club)

S - Soushi (Zettai Kareshi)

T -Tadase (Shugo Chara)

U- Ueda (Chobits)

V- Vash Stampede (Trigun)

W- Watari Yutaka (Yami no Matsuei)

X- X (Megaman)

Y- Yuzuru (Honey X Honey Drops)

Z- Zero (Vampire Knight)

This is real life chat / Boku wa lolicon/Jungle

2008-06-01T19:39:00.001-07:00

I love having short senseless conversations with raishiro. I listen to him talk about anything from gaming, to weird things that he did before he met me. He, in turn, listens to me talk about lolita (I know he doesn't care but he listens anyway lol), and the weird things I did before I met him. To give you a peek on how conversation go...

1#
here's a snippet of what happened last sat when we were eating lunch @ yoshinoya. We were talking about magnetic_rose's post with yaoi Manga downloads.

bitch_kicka: Demn, naunahan mo ako magdownload
raishiro: siyempre...
bitch_kicka: haha
raishiro: lol
bitch_kicka: I remember when you told me about khursten teaching you about yaoi
raishiro: Yep, she was my master
bitch_kicka: was?
raishiro: of course there'd be a time na a master would let the student venture on his own
bitch_kicka: eh?
raishiro: go forth my student, learn more about yaoi in the world...*dramatic pose*
bitch_kicka: o_o wow....*clap* *clap*

2#
we were eating and we saw a guy removing some parts of his gyudon and placing them on the side of his platter with no intentions of eating it.

raishiro: OMG! He's removing them?!
bitch_kicka: huh? who?
raishiro: that guy... tinatanggal nya yung gusto kong part ng gyudon!
bitch_kicka: err... its his food
raishiro: still! food wasted!
bitch_kicka: o_O okay... so what you wanna d- oh no... you're not eating that
raishiro: b-but... its calling out to meh~
bitch_kicka: *pats gently* remember our talk about the muffin?
raishiro: *stare* *nod**sigh*
bitch_kicka: good boy....*pat* *pat* No... no muffin. bad.

Instead going to Cavite last saturday, I went to raishiro's house to watch a movie marathon. We met @ megamall after my shift. I opted to deposit the money I owed but the BDO's in the mall had atm problems. We ate lunch in Yoshinoya. Hmmm Cheppie got irritated at the service... They didn't clean our table, orders took too long to be taken and be delivered and they only had one working cash register. I mean... WTF?! is that... You have 3 lines of waiting customers and you only have one working register?! Demn...

After that unpleasant encounter with the crew, we continued with lunch and ran through the day's itenerary. We dropped by the grocery to buy more food and scurried home to watch movies. YAY! Movie Marathon! He downloaded 1Gb worth of movies that we weren't able to watch together last year. We watched American Dreamz and Balls of fury. We ordered a huge batch of sushi, drank jungle juice and ate pocky, topped with a nice batch of seedless grapes. ^_^

LOL. We also finished the last 2 eps of Sailormoon. He's been watching the whole series since November... o_o. LOL. I kinda missed the ending. I used to record the whole eps in my cassette recoder so I can hear mamo-chan's tagalog voice from channel 5, even if I'm at school. LOL. Yep, I was in love with Mamo-chan.

The next day, while he spoke to his mom over YM video chat, his caretaker found the opportunity to talk to me. This was a very weird conversation...

Aling lita: Aalis na siya sa December? Babalik pa ba siya?
Chepot: Mukhang doon po muna siya.
Aling lita: ahh... pano ka?
Chepot: Ano po?
Aling lita: May plano na ba kayong magpakasal?
Chepot: (Eh???!!) Umm.. o_O wala pa po kaming ganong plano
Aling lita: hindi mo ba mahal si Remar? Dito ba kayo titira?
Chepot: (EH???????!!!!!!) ^_^;; ehe... Hindi pa po iniisip yung mga ganyang bagay.
Aling lita: Marami akong mapapayo sayo kasi ako nakapagasawa na ako
Chepot: (WTF?! o_O) ^_^;; Salamat po. Hindi pa naman po kami magpapakasal.
Aling lita: Hindi mo ba iniisip na magkakatuluyan kayo balang araw?
Chepot: (>_< awkward awkward awkward) ummm hindi ko pa po kasi inaasahan yung mga ganyang bagay
Aling lita: ganun ba? ayoko kasing makapangasawa si Remar ng masungit na babae. Gusto ko yung marunong makisama blah blah balah balah blah
Chepot: (>_>...<_<...>_< What the hell?! Where did this conversation come from? Need-to-get-out) ^_^;;;;
Raishiro from inside: blah blah blah Malulungkot si aling lita...
Aling lita: ano yun? narinig ko pangalan ko...teka ha... *goes off*
Chepot: phew...

It was very very very awkward... after lunch, we went to Shang to pick his copy of Mass effect and dropped by mcdo to buy the new shake shake panda fries :3...lovenessness.

My dad texted me that I'll be home alone for the rest of the day cause they all went to subic to go swimming. I asked raishiro to stay with me at the house until my parents get home so I won't be as scared. We browsed through the cosplay folder in my pc. I showed him the cosplays I liked and the uhhhgh ones that I will transfer to the "funnies" folder later on. LOL. he was itching to go home to play mass effect already. XD As soon as my parents got home, assured that I will be safer now, he bid goodbye and left. ^_^

And before I forget, I want to thank Junichi for uploading the nice video "Boku wa lolicon" in his multiply site. Its a really bad LSS theme so I downloaded the Mp3. Haha. With piano version to boot. If you want an mp3, just leave me a comment or a message. haha.

P.s.
I really want this!

Scorching Summer huh?

2008-05-25T21:46:00.001-07:00

Friday, Seme and I went to GH to buy something. It rained like cats and dogs so we got stuck there until the rain stopped. Because were were two bored people, we roamed around and like always, we made fun of everything we saw.

Saturday, I went to raishiro's place to pick him up after work. It was so hot that I got dizzy as soon as I got out of the bus. I also watched this cool canadian flick they were showing in the bus. I believe it was entitled... Cube 2: Hypercube. Really creepy plot line. We picked up seme in gateway and we met with Ate belen to fix the requirements and shitznitz. After that, we ate dinner in Big R. Seme and I bought cotton candies and after that we dropped her off to the taxi bay. Raishiro and I hung out with my brothers. We played games til he had to go home already. :(

Sunday, I went to the office. Most of the people who said they'd come, didn't. But I was glad our TL came. It was a fun filled day if it weren't for the fact that the other teams were being bitches. So many things happened... And I'm too lazy to blog about it. Besides, it would only ruin my mood. Especially after I got into a small accident. >_< Bloood.

We left the place at around 5:30pm. I bought buko pie for my family and some espasol. Since it was raining, I asked my dad if he could pick me up but he was working so he couldn't. I told raishiro and he said that he would pick me up instead... he did and he took me home. His home. XD This wasn't the first time that I'd be sleeping over but I still asked kuso baba if I could sleep over. I think she's ok with it...I think.

After dinner, I just plopped into bed and snorred myself to wonderland. ^_^;;

Morning, Raishiro woke me up and told me breakfast was ready. After that, we went out to ride the shuttle to his work. We waited for around 30 mins for the shuttle to come. And we both slept through the whole trip. We got off near his building and he took me to the loading bay where I rode a bus to home.

Seatbelt: Hold on tight, Brace yourself for the impact

2008-05-04T04:36:00.001-07:00

Seatbelt: Hold on tight, Brace yourself for the impact

Since people kept on constantly reminding me to get their stuff, I went to LP yesterday to see raishiro. His car was in Cubao so I dropped by LP to pick him up so we can go get it together. We played a bit of wii, (no brawl though. just Nodame Cantibile) and I watched him play Assasin's Creed. I just want to comment that the game graphx is cool and I enjoyed watching him run from the guards and other pursuers. XD

After lunch, we left the house for Cubao and rode the bus to coastal. I slept throughout the whole trip with my head on his shoulder. It felt safe sleeping like that beside him. He's also very warm, though its already hot outside, I didn't really mind. The type of warmth I felt from him felt soothing unlike the heat outside of the bus. ~~Stupid global warming~~

We changed bus after getting down near coastal mall. The bus was showing Bruce Almighty and that took my attention away slightly from sleeping. thylla and seedsop woke me up with a phone call asking if I were in the vicinity of Antipolo cause they were running around checking out wedding places. I apologized cause though as much as I may want to, I don't think I can make it.

It was around Makati when something interesting happened in the bus. The bus was going through Ayala ave to Edsa when a car just stopped abruptly in front of it and revved up for high speed in hopes of catching up to the green light of the stop light. The driver placed so much pressure on the brakes that every person on the isle of the bus flew towards the front of the bus, some fell on the floor and one was hit by a projectile umbrella. I, on the other hand, hit my head hard on the head board of the seat in front of me. I felt like the world just wobbled with my vision. From then on, raishiro held me closer with his arms around my waist like a human seatbelt ^_^. Of course kinilig ako... :P

We got to Cubao @ around 3:30 and we went immediately to our first line of business. Buying blacks @ CDR-king. XD After that, I went to see the bonsai exhibit @ Araneta center parking lot. He went on ahead to fetch the car from his uncle. Just 4 mins after we went on our separate ways, the rain poured like cats and dogs. I was stuck in the parking lot under a tent that looks like its gonna collapse anytime. Sure my cam is waterproof but I'm not, and so is raishiro's Ds that's in my bag. The tent I was taking shelter in looked like its collapsing then. people were trying hard to keep it up but I'm not up to find out what will happen next so I braved the rain and made a run for it clutching my bag near me to prevent it from getting wet. Apparently, raishiro was also caught in the rain whiel going to his uncle's place. I knew it was gonna take him a bit of time to dry off so I sat down by coffee beans and ate a light snack, and drank vanilla Ice.

He picked me up and we went home. He allowed me to sleep while he played with my brothers. He introduced my 3 bros to happy three friends (and they can't shut up about it nao >_<) and he also showed them some nes games. LOL... The boys bonded with games. I'm actually glad he's getting along with my bros splendidly. My sister is even challenging him to a match in DDR sometime just to bond. XD I think she got a bit jealous that only my brothers get to bond with him. I guess, I'm just glad cause she liked Arthur very much and looked up to him. Hearing her say that she wants to hang out with me and raishiro is really something that elates me. I guess even though she can be a real pain in the @ss, she's still a best friend to me. (~~She just tattles a lot >_>~~)

Raishiro waited for me and took me to work, even giving me a swiss knife to defend myself if I would encounter being held up again, especially now that my schedule is in the wee hours of night. The whole trip was only 26 mins from my house to the office. It was the fastest trip I ever had going to work. Though, I wished it could have lasted longer. I wanted to cherish the moment we had that night.

Please support our COLGATE FRESH CONFIDENCE entry! starring Ice Artificio!

2008-05-02T05:48:00.000-07:00

from ~~ice's~~ eco's blog:

Please support Ice Artificio and my pals with their Colgate Fresh Confidence video! We worked really hard so that we could pull it off as perfect as we could and I'd say we did a pretty good job, please help us put the video in the top 50 videos! here's the link http://www.colgatefreshconfidence.ph/default2.asp?id=922 and then register and confirm it to your mail then you can start voting us! and you can also refresh the page so that you could vote again. It would be better if you could vote as many as you can! ^_^ thank you very much and don't forget to vote on your spare time! thanks! -ecO// cameraman/choreographer/direk/hairstylist ashushu!!! TY!!! please pass!

2008-04-21T02:39:00.001-07:00

☆☆Kazune Miku Cosplay!!!!!!☆☆

Arisa just gave me one more reason to love her. ^_^ Now I'm definitely lesbo for her. My love for Ai Otsuka

Isn't she/he adorable?! XD

~Memoirs of a Geisha~

Golden Sparrows way of speaking in the movie, Forbidden kingdom, reminded me greatly of one of my most loved movies. I downloaded Memoirs of a Geisha and though I never got to see the wonder in the big screen, I have huge appreciation for it. The art of being a dignified courtesan and artist marveled me. They're like the old age maidos for the modern day otakus I guess.

I love the kimonos and trinkets on their hair. And throughout the whole movie, the part that I anticipate the most is the dance of the capital. I really loved the ambience of the whole moment. Given the choice, if I had lived in the past, I don't want to be a Geisha, but i'll be an avid fan of those who engage in these arts.

Re-watching the movie for the 7th time, I just grew more fascinated of how it would have felt if I were a geisha. ^_^;; I try to imitate how they twirl their fans imagining that maybe one day I could perform the whole dance in front of an audience who appreciate the art as much, or even more. ^_^

☆~ Shugo Chara + Rosario Vampire + Heat Stroke... Talagang Summer na~☆

2008-04-01T15:15:00.000-07:00

☆~ Shugo Chara + Rosario Vampire + Heat Stroke... Talagang Summer na~☆

DANGEROUS LIAISONS (1988)

I’m done watching Dangerous Liaisons (actually the night before pa... But I was too lazy to blog). It’s a movie worth watching. Old English movies are really scandalous and witty. I guess one can still pick up things from movies still. I’m fascinated with the games they play, especially ones with deceit. It’s cool the way they coerce people to take part in their little ploys just to amuse themselves with all that wealth and power. Also, I adore the way they dress and carry themselves. I wanna try that too! LOL I’m not exactly one whom everyone would consider as a lady but hey, a girl can dream right? XD I would love to wear something like this… If panniers aren’t that hard to come by, and corset busks aren’t that expensive and only available internationally, I would have had one already. Sad to say, I don’t have the time and money to spend in these elegant masterpieces. But what really caught my attention in that movie is how the lead character thought he was playing the girls not knowing that he's also being toyed with, by his ex-lover even! ^_^ I just love the way it pings...Although, the weird and unnecessary naked scenes were really awkward. >_<>_<

(L: One of the gowns worn by the cast of the movie; R: Dangerous liaisons exhibits)

ROSARIO VAMPIRE

I just saw episode 13 of Rosario Vampire and well, its not as expected since they kinda rushed the story, but its okay nevertheless. Its just sad that Rie Kugimiya dubbed my least favorite character in that story. I’m usually up for the lolitas in the story but for this specific anime, yukari-chan just plain turns me off…She doesn’t appeal to my inner loli-con. >_> She just lacks that Lolita factor. I dunno how, but she just does…

(L-R: Yukari(not loli),kurumu,moka,mizore,ruby )

SHUGO CHARA

I am also watching Shugo Chara. Why? Cause Tadase reminds me of Kazune! Like Kazune, Tadase also holds a very importnt role in the story as the almighty bishie... hee hee... Tadase has a "would-be" character of a king/prince. He wants to rule the world. His shugo chara is Kiseki. A prince who bosses around the other shugo charas. I like it when he transforms whenever people would call him "prince/king". A tiny little crown pops on top of his head and he starts to act weird. XD Of course, there's also other bishie out to steal the heart of the main main character, Amu. Lol... Ikuto, the dark violinist kitty (I also like him... cause he's a cat. XD). But still, nothing could take Kazune's place in my heart. :3 Oh yeah, Kazune is younger than Tadase. XD HURRAY FOR SHOTA!

(L-R: Tadase, King's Chair; Kazune's god form and human form )

HEAT STROKE???!!

Umabsent na naman ako kagabi… I remember myself telling mishi yesterday morning… “Hinding-hindi na talaga ako aabsent!!!” After seeing my pay (my pay...my pay... my pay.... my pay...AAAAHK!) when I checked the atm… And yet here I am…gar. I felt dizzy and it felt warm. When I got home, I started vomiting and I felt very dizzy. I couldn’t even text without shutting my eyes every other word that I type. My lola told me to lie in bed and sleep. I took vertilate and some iron tablets…I was only able to text my TL @ work around 7:30 when I was sure that I really couldn’t come to work. And I have to go to the doctor again tomorrow… I just hope he’s like Dr. De Leon… >_< class="insertedphoto">. Come to think of it, when we went to shoot for Mishi’s project, it was a bit warm outside, but I think I remember that there was a light dripple later that afternoon…

What Kind of D&D Character Would You Be?

2008-03-31T08:50:00.000-07:00

I Am A: True Neutral GnomeDruid/Rogue (2nd/1st Level)

Ability Scores:

Strength-8

Dexterity-13

Constitution-9

Intelligence-14

Wisdom-13

Charisma-17

Alignment:
True Neutral A true neutral character does what seems to be a good idea. He doesn't feel strongly one way or the other when it comes to good vs. evil or law vs. chaos. Most true neutral characters exhibit a lack of conviction or bias rather than a commitment to neutrality. Such a character thinks of good as better than evil after all, he would rather have good neighbors and rulers than evil ones. Still, he's not personally committed to upholding good in any abstract or universal way. Some true neutral characters, on the other hand, commit themselves philosophically to neutrality. They see good, evil, law, and chaos as prejudices and dangerous extremes. They advocate the middle way of neutrality as the best, most balanced road in the long run. True neutral is the best alignment you can be because it means you act naturally, without prejudice or compulsion. However, true neutral can be a dangerous alignment because it represents apathy, indifference, and a lack of conviction.

Race:
Gnomes are in wide demand as alchemists, inventors, and technicians, though most prefer to remain among their own kind in simple comfort. Gnomes adore animals, gems, and jokes, especially pranks. They love to learn by personal experience, and are always trying new ways to build things. Gnomes stand 3 to 3.5 feet tall and live about 350 to 500 years.

Primary Class:
Druids gain power not by ruling nature but by being at one with it. They hate the unnatural, including aberrations or undead, and destroy them where possible. Druids receive divine spells from nature, not the gods, and can gain an array of powers as they gain experience, including the ability to take the shapes of animals. The weapons and armor of a druid are restricted by their traditional oaths, not simply training. A druid's Wisdom score should be high, as this determines the maximum spell level that they can cast.

Secondary Class:
Rogues have little in common with each other. While some - maybe even the majority - are stealthy thieves, many serve as scouts, spies, investigators, diplomats, and simple thugs. Rogues are versatile, adaptable, and skilled at getting what others don't want them to get. While not equal to a fighter in combat, a rogue knows how to hit where it hurts, and a sneak attack can dish out a lot of damage. Rogues also seem to have a sixth sense when it comes to avoiding danger. Experienced rogues develop nearly magical powers and skills as they master the arts of stealth, evasion, and sneak attacks. In addition, while not capable of casting spells on their own, a rogue can sometimes 'fake it' well enough to cast spells from scrolls, activate wands, and use just about any other magic item.

Find out What Kind of Dungeons and Dragons Character Would You Be?, courtesy of Easydamus (e-mail)

fun fun dei

2008-03-08T22:17:00.001-08:00

Yesterday was fun. Here's why....(aside from the fact that this entry has nothing to do with my work)

MORNING

I went straight to LP after work. He showed me the latest episode of "The Apprentice: Celebrity Edition." Its was oodles of fun-ness and Good-ness. HAHAHA. Here's something that doesn't happen every ep in the board room....

KAPUCHUU MOMENT

Piers is a closet?! HAHAHAHAHA... This made our morning.

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THIS EP MADE HISTORY~

I LOL at the "Omarosa Free" celebrity edition captions XD
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We left for Libis to meet with macgirl_13 and stryderranulf @ coffee bean and tea leaf. Along the way, raishiro and I were singing song from his Ipod, talking about how Naruto Manga Pwns Naruto Anime and some stuff about sentai, including Jiban. XD

<<<----Jiban
Jiban: Someone must have dropped their purse. Jiban must return purse! Just doin' mah Job...

TEH GAMES

Anyways, we got there and decided to eat @ teriyaki boy for lunch. Later one, seedsop arrived and joined us for more lols. He also lent me his lovely magazine, Playhouse. ^_^ Thank you JOHN!!! After paying the bill, we proceeded to Kuya Ranulf's lair and hooked up DMC4. After playing for a while, we ended up watching cut scenes of the game...That was a real eye-opener for me...It made me realize that:

1. Trish have a very intelligent pair of bosoms boobs
2. Trish has "Boob prism power"
3. Gloria, Trish's Saiyan form, has no panties (we checked! XD oh yeah)
4. Monsters die happily after Gloria's beating
5. Toads have lesbian luring abilities
6. Dante is a hot cowboy latino romantic.
7. Dante has the hots for lesbian chicks making out
8. Pandora's box roxors!!!
9. Nero's sideline: Call center agent
XDXDXDXD

Aesthetically designed to not have panties for carefree moments

After watching one too many DMC4 cut scenes, making sure Gloria has indeed no panties, macgirl_13 then showed us Lost Odyssey. Now seedsop wants an xbox 360 pro... haha. Discussions about the game though went as far as bashing the FF sequels that sucked... The ff sequels that seems to be nothing more than Jpop idols in an rpg game. XD You know what I mean.... Too bad Ate Jill had to leave early :(. We would have wanted to see moar. XD I hope there's still a next time. After she left though, we played wii games. Warioware once again proved to me that I suck, it can drain people's IQ.

After that, we ate dinner @ Ebisu and roamed around a bit, talking about the *cough* *cough*. I'm looking forward to it. Maybe this time we can have one that is really about what it should be about... not just another excuse to wear costumes. :3

Thank You....

Thanks to everyone for making yesterday so fun> :3 Especially to my 彼氏. You made me forget that I was depressed and really cheered me up. ^_^ You'll always be the best in my book. Thank you... :3

<<---Obligatory Rose image for Dante LOLs

Kujyou Kazune and 初音ミク VOLT IN!~Swoosh!

2008-02-24T13:15:00.000-08:00

Kujyou Kazune and 初音ミク VOLT IN!~Swoosh!

You know, there's bound to be a day when some retarded man spawn would take two of your fandoms and merge them into something that not even aliens would consider edible for both mind and stomach....That day came for me.

Apprarently some loveable retard took my obsession over Kujyou Kazune and 初音ミク and came up with this :

And this:

AND THIS?!!!!

ILoveyouniconicodouga!!!!!!FTW!!!!!!!

Now the Koge donbo part of my life is well satiated and almost complete....I can die happy if somebody decides to kill me in the next 24 hours. Thank God for talented retards!

AND YES I SPENT 6 HOURS READING THE SEQUEL MANGA!!!!! o_o *heavy breathing*

VV08

2008-02-17T01:04:00.000-08:00

Victorian Valentine

After work, I immediately went to Las Pinas to see my 彼氏. After snoozing a bit, we prepared and left. One our way, i finally got the chance to take a picture of the really amusing Motels in Pasay where we usually pass by from MoA. XD I think these pictures would speak for themselves. XD

for Gateway to buy some things and eat lunch. We ate lunch @ Reyes Babecue, and we happened to see a cute gay couple that we snapped pictures of (Cause chepot has no concept of personal space XD).

We visited Timezone to look at the new Tekken 6 Machine, and went to Ali mall to buy me new things.

We then proceeded to Katips to pic up the girls (that includes eco) and went on our way, experiencing heavy traffic and insanity, to Intramuros where the party will be held.

Katben (Piolo), Tere, Seme, Ice

We got lost.... Yes we did. >_<>_<.

We had our make up done by Xandra :3 (Tenchuu

strawberrychain

! :3 I love the fluffy lollifop.thankyouthankyouthankyou! ) And we prettified ourselves in the "Dama" room. XD I'm proud of how cute everybody were... You guys are love. ^_^.

The event started at around 7:30-8:00pm and We helped usher the people in the venue and serve food. We enjoyed the whole night dancing, working and having fun. What made it more fun was the uniform that

uchihayukiko

made. They're awesome and lovely to the nth level of love! Thanks Cat for having us! *dances the hula for you*

>>>Click here for the photo album<<<

Project Eiva At your Service :)

Butler's at your service

and.
and..
and...

Congratulations!
to

kanae_harlenn

for being chosen to be the lady of the night. ^_^

Swordfight Exhibition
Poetry Reading
Single Dance
Couple Dance
Free Snacks
Free flowing tea/milktea/wine
People in wonderful Costumes
Eco's out of this world routines

After the event, we all went to Libis for a good buffet meal. And the chaos in the car was what I might label as "chaotic stupid fun!" By the time dinner/breakfast was done, everybody's already low on batteries. We went home and hit the sack... No more time for other things... XD

I enjoyed this a lot. I hope next year we could have another one. ^_^

☆~V-day~☆

2008-02-13T01:09:00.000-08:00

☆~V-day~☆

HAPPY
VALENTINE'S DAY!

And because I love you guys so much, here's a 5 minute video that might make your V-day more special...Hopefully. XD
(I will never look at Ramen the same way again... o_o)
You may initially suspect that its porn but rest assured that its not...
HAHAHAHAHA...
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Memes.... And please Leave me a valentine ;_;~

2008-02-10T16:29:00.000-08:00

I'm LAAAAATE!!!!!! *runs off*

Get your own valentinr

Me and my BF

2008-02-10T08:08:00.001-08:00

Star in Your Own JibJab!
you dun wanna know

♪~ Leave me a Valentine?~♪

2008-02-05T01:47:00.001-08:00

Leave me a Valentine pwease?

♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪

Get your own valentinr

♪~Things in my head? :3~♪

2008-02-03T15:10:00.000-08:00

Current LSS: (For MP3s, Please Drop me a message or an email... or a comment^^)
Time Quest OP song
Kimi no suki na toko - Ken Hirai
Drawn to life ending song - The end

I spent yesterday with my beloved. I went straight to Las Pinas after work to meet him and his new GF... She got him the day before from a high school batch mate. She had him all night...She kept him up late and made his back hurt after letting him play. I finally got to meet his new console... The wii! I'm so happy for him. ^_^

After that, we watched "The apprentice." one thing to say although i'm not much of a feminist... GO GIRLS! GO!!!! PIERS SUCK!! HAHAHAHAHA. Go back to your mummy...>_>

I doodled on a piece of paper on the floor while watching him play with his new GF. But i think it grew somewhat insecure and broke down, just like his PS2 last week... (~~LOL not really but I like to think of it that way~~) So after my nap, We went to GH and left them at the console doctor. We met up with Poa and Treiz, went strolling around the shops and looking at stuff...^_^

Treiz introduced us (~~well more like me...The guys were familiar with it.... I wasn't~~) to Warhammer... o_o really expensive craft he has there....I wouldn't even dare try...I love my money so much that I want to spend it on girlier and more palate satiating things... like FOOD! :3

And then we went to the Poa residence where we were introduced to the happiness that is The Big Bang Theory... An American series about geeks and a really hot girl who lives next door... Too bad writer's strike cut it short... Hope they continue with this series... It's love... haha. GO SHELDON!!!

The whole cast of Big Bang theory

They played a bit of wii sports and I picked up my new camera. :3 I named it charlotte... Why? cause P-Chan is over rated. >_> ABUSED name as I would say. ^_^ Yes I r azusa!...

Azusa

After that, my 彼氏 took me home, dropping by Burger king and picking up a couple of Burgers for teh family and ourselves... yes, we ate burger for dinner... XD I swear I was dead tired that I wanted to collapse on the bed next to him. I would have but my laptop went jealous and threw a tantrum on me. *irate* gar... I spent a huge amount of cash for a new charger the next day. I dunno, but I guess it also gave me an excuse to be with my kareshi again the whole day... The whole day meaning from afternoon 'til night. I woke up late (1pm >_<).

We roamed around GH in search for a new charger and well, we found it in a shop filled with emo boys. Piercings galore and black nail polish...O_O It felt weird to be assisted by a cluster of emo boys... And they're considerably knowledgeable of the stuff the store is selling too...weird...just..weird.

Specimen: Emo boy @ your service

so we ate at Yoshinoya and I was once again able to avail the 10% discount for the food using my OS card... :3 Just one fo the many perks of being a member... hee hee... ^_^

MIKU IMAGE OF THE DAY:

My Desktop:

Since I haven't posted anything in a while

2008-01-30T17:01:00.000-08:00

Hold your breath...
This is long...

My 彼氏's Bday Bash
~The Soul Survivor Parteh~

I was supposed to blog last Sunday but I ended up sleeping the whole day cause Saturday was my 彼氏's bday bash in Las pinas. I went there fight after work, playing a bit of Badminton(~~I still suck!~~) in Shaw to pass the hour, making it safe for me to travel. Met up with Haywee in 7-11 Edsa central and Rode to Las Pinas. Haywee and I like to talk about weird stuff XD And I creep him out when I say wrong things...~~Always~~.

We arrived at my 彼氏's house at around uhhhhh 6:30am. XD Couldn't break his record of 30 missed calls for a wake up call though. Aling Lita (~~his yaya... XD~~) was nice enough to fix up a bed so I can take a short nap before we head off to buy food stuff for the parteh~.

@_@ Nap.... After uhhh my nap nappy time, we went to SM South Mall to buy the food stuff...XD It was a bit late when Hayri and I got started on the pasta... yummy yummy :3

Soon people started arriving... XD and there was YELLOW CAB!

and ...

and ...

and...
... CAKE! (I got to take it home cause guys are too tough to eat cake :P)

The 2 Mark Poa's (Really confusing XD) brought a wii and everybody played stupid warioware games! Hahaha.... XD Warioware is stupid fun indeed! Good thing no one took a picture of that...That would be one of the stupidest moments in my life. But fun! ~ :3

Its already late when the girls came ... XD Before they came, I'm just a guy who just happens to like wearing a skirt...

Its was fun and Since he met and mingled with most of my friends already, I thought that it was only fair that I met his. And its a great privilege for me to meet his friends... ^_^ Listening to them talk about him in his younger years makes me feel like I was there. Really fun people to be with ^_^.

Work Related cwappage

I don't like my new account. Its so complex and boring... I want to switch programs or companies... Because of my schedule, and the stress, i rarely have time for my friends...My nightlife revolves around work and more shit from our trainer, who seems to assume that we're geniuses with IQ of 370 =_=.

My workmates scheduled a Batangas swimming trip using our van on the last weekend of February. @_@ I honestly am having second thoughts...But I already gave my word...>_< Pressure!

I'm starting to look for another company if this does not work out.

T_T I miss hanging out with my friends....I miss you guys...

Something a little bit emo

Pretty much half of the world know that I whine and cry like a sissy over my ex-es. Its not a hidden fact the most recent breakup I had left me scarred and pretty bitter. I lost faith in long term relationships. After that, I never really took much time to consider having another long term relationship with anyone. I thought that a relationship will only be for as long as it goes. However, things happen...

After helping out at my 彼氏's birthday bash in Las Pinas, my kareshi took me home. We were driving through Roxas Blvd., By the sea, we were talking about his long-time ~~yaya~~ househelp, who sent me home at that hour, and the fun things we had at the party when I, out of the blue, said "I wanna grow old with you...".

I thought, I'll be turning a year older this year as well, I won't have an excuse to be angsty and childish anymore...Its time that I consider a stable relationship, something that I would work hard to keep for a very long time.

I know I will be once again be putting myself at risk of ending up the same by doing this, but knowing what kind of person my special someone is, I have enough confidence to say that I believe in him. Of course certainty is still up to what would happen in the future, but making decisions that would benefit the relationships would now be of top priority.

Meeting his friends, hearing from them how they gladly accept him for what he is ^_^ Is something I am really happy about. Its nice to hear things about him from his friends. It makes me feel like I've known him for a VERY long time.

Wish me luck... I'm diving in. :)

RANDOM STUFF!

Cuz facebook superwall is addictive. XD
These are the products of my sabaw moments

And these are my random doodles on my notes...

LORIE!

PANDA!~

初音ミク (;_; I fail at art...)

I borrowed my 彼氏's Nintendo Ds for a few days and I found myself addicted to an rpg called drawn to life. And I revived my Mysim character, Cheppie... She's freakin' rich now... But nothing to spend on. And I love fishing Haha...Warioware... WIN!

My current Lss is Thalia's Marimar and Ken Hirai's Popstar... Don't ask me why...>_< Or a weird half naked afro man would appear in my head and dance by the shore...

oh... oh! And they released the pics of Sc's yunseong and seong mina... But still no signs of talim yet :( *sad*

♥♥~MOVIE DATE~♥♥

2008-01-19T17:24:00.000-08:00

♥♥~MOVIE DATE~♥♥

Yesterday, was fun. XD After work, My colleagues and I went to celebrate the last day of Foundation Training for our new account. We ordered food from a grill place near work and drank a bit (Half a bottle XD I don't want to drink before going home but for the sake of the toast, I split one bottle with another) before going home. I got home around 8...9:30 or 10... I dunno, I was really tired to notice. XD

My kareshi and I agreed that i should rest first before we meet in gateway at 12:30. Knowing me, I oversleep when I decide to take a "nap" before a meeting. So, I told him, if by 11am he doesn't receive a text from me, he should drop me a call or make my phone ring at least to check if I'm on the move already. After that, everything was black. And Zzzz s we're floating in my room.

Its already 1pm. My mom knocked on my door, like she usually does to wake me up for my shift. She called out "Gising! May bisita ka!!! *knocks violently on my poor little door*"

Chepot: uhhhh.... huh?

Chepot:....
OMFGWHATTIMEISIT?!!!!!!!

it's already 1:30pm!!!!! *checks phone* .... 30 missed calls. OMFG. The last message on my phone is my bf telling me that he's heading over to my house to pick me up. >_Manoj: Elite Telemarketer XD , while I went and prepared for the date.

"Manoj: Some people have the X factor... He is India's Madonna" ... XD

After that really embarrassing moment, my kareshi and I decided to go to Trinoma to watch movies. We were originally planning to watch 2 movies but since he had to pick me up cause I overslept, we didn't have ample time so we ended up watching one movie instead. Before heading on to the cinemas, we went to eat Dinner and had some funfunfun with our food. XD

Cheppie muffin: Chuuuuu~
Wevin muffin: EHHH??!

SWEENEY TODD

we saw Sweeney Todd...And all I can say is... BLOOOOD BLOOOD BLOOOOOOD!!!!! T_T Critic-wise, the movie is awesome. The whole setting was great, the music was nicely put, the cast was also great, the story though left me hanging.BUT!!! Personally, I found the movie too bloody. I would close my eyes whenever Todd would kill a customer. T_T And I find Todd creepy when he talks to his blades. Really really creepy.

And since I got my batteries back from my uncle who kidnapped them, I am able to take piccies of stuff nao. YAY!

Gifts from My special someone ♥♥♥♥♥~

EmPty ShaLLoWs

My diary

SUMMERHULABALOOBURGERHAPPYSURPRISENSHITZ

Inability to express thought

A part of the nightmare is over

Why I don't blog so much?

Dragon Age/ Tamagotchi

WOW: How far are we?

LU Live 09 And other stuff

Looking back :)

Weekend + Monday

To play and To watch

Eventful weekend

Love doesn't have to hurt

Windows 7 and Mcdo With friends

Makati with Queenie and Revrev ^w^

Twinkle post~ (WoW/Evo2k9/Cosfest/lovelove stuff)

EVO 2k Live stream (Street Fighter/ Soul Calibur)

Webcam funfun x WoW

Cleaning out my closet

WoW Bunnies!

WCG

One saturday afternoon

One cold saturday morning....A cat realizes the importance of waking up early.

☆Figma 鏡音レン☆

MISSING PERSON: JESSA

The Degenerate Artiste {Toreador}

♥PLURK♥♥PLURK♥

Life and Death

Please lend a helping hand: Abducted boy in Festival mall

Please lend a helping hand: Abducted boy in Festival mall

Zero no Tsukaime Princess no rondo *kira* *kira* ON!

SPECIAL STAGE MADE IT OFFICIAL

xblarg

Weekend with friends ^_^

Anime Alphabet

This is real life chat / Boku wa lolicon/Jungle

Scorching Summer huh?

Seatbelt: Hold on tight, Brace yourself for the impact

Please support our COLGATE FRESH CONFIDENCE entry! starring Ice Artificio!

☆~ Shugo Chara + Rosario Vampire + Heat Stroke... Talagang Summer na~☆

What Kind of D&D Character Would You Be?

fun fun dei

Kujyou Kazune and 初音ミク VOLT IN!~Swoosh!

VV08

☆~V-day~☆

Memes.... And please Leave me a valentine ;_;~

Me and my BF

♪~ Leave me a Valentine?~♪

♪~Things in my head? :3~♪

Since I haven't posted anything in a while

♥♥~MOVIE DATE~♥♥

Zero no Tsukaime Princess no rondo kira kira ON!